u/RunAlone3412

Like, there are so many files, so many cips that can be used, I just want to feel out of control, please...,

Please, i've been gooning, listening fo the files, watching clips on hypnotube the whole day, all while locked inc hastity,,. ... I just need anyone to give me permission to cum, please.

I can't think clearly, I am just so horny and desperate

Hi, so ... I'm not sure where this post will be going.

I'm 30 , m sub(obviously) and have been listening to BS on and off for liek 10 years. I've had phases where i'd listedn daily for a week, listen in public while on campus, listen while sitting in busses etc., but also phases of months where i'd basically forget completely about the program and just live my life.

Thing is, ... Outside of BS, I have two big fetishes. Forced Intox and chastity. Both are really potent and effective to shut off my brain and make me listen and relapse to BS files.

Like I said, I have no Idea where this post is going. Right now i'm drunk and locked in chastity. I haven't properly trained with the files and listend to training files for weeks, months, or actually, years. Most of the time, I was just watching tiktok clips for a quick jerk off session...

But I want to break out of that cycle. I want to finally submit to an extreme and sadistic dom who takes advantage of the triggers to just... takes control. I dno't want to vbe in control anymore. I think that's part of why i've ever been attracted to this whole stuff. I don't want to think and just let go