[F4F] 38 - I need to talk to someone else who's been here - Teleguard: MTTA2KQX5

I had something happen in college. I'm sure you can guess. At the time it was bad but now looking back... I find it incredibly hot.

And I feel weird saying that, all things considered. It wasnt exactly what youd call normal. Not that there's ANY of it that should be considered normal.

Maybe we can bond and become friends!

I've never told my husband.

ASL and limits are appreciated

Please, men. You wouldnt understand.

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u/Ryans_slutwife — 6 days ago

I thought i was afraid of it... it turns out I need to talk about it!

It happened in college, but I think about it a lot.

Went out drinking with guys I thought were my friends. It was one of their birthdays. I woke up the next morning in one of their beds, and came downstairs to see them WATCHING it. Watching me, recorded.

They made me watch. Watch as they made me do... everything. Everything. Laughed as I got more and more uncomfortable.

And at the end of it all, through their laughter, they promised to erase the video because "i was such a good fuck"

At first I had nightmares. Then I realized I wasn't waking up from the dreams scared... I was excited. So I posted the story and I quickly realized chatting with you all... it made me feel GOOD. Like, really good.

So here I am, exposing myself and my story just for the thrill of remembering.

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u/Ryans_slutwife — 11 days ago

I tried to stay away but I discovered... I get off talking about my rape

It happened in college, but I think about it a lot.

Went out drinking with guys I thought were my friends. It was one of their birthdays. I woke up the next morning in one of their beds, and came downstairs to see them WATCHING it. Watching me, recorded.

They made me watch. Watch as they made me do... everything. Everything. Laughed as I got more and more uncomfortable.

And at the end of it all, through their laughter, they promised to erase the video because "i was such a good fuck"

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u/Ryans_slutwife — 11 days ago

[F4F] 38 - Missing the feeling of connection - Teleguard: MTTA2KQX5

I get it, we all just wanna get off. Most of the time i'm right there with you.

But does it ever feel, I dunno, hollow?

Don't get me wrong, sex is great, and I love talking about it. But maybe something more long term would be fun, too.

ASL please

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u/Ryans_slutwife — 11 days ago

[F4F] 38 - I need a second opinion - Teleguard: RUY8FB4SP

So... long story short, a guy i've been playing with brought up an idea and I know for a fact my husband would freak out, but i'm kinda tempted to just do it because i'm curious.

Hoping to find someone with a little experience to tell me if it's a good idea or not

ASL and limits are appreciated

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u/Ryans_slutwife — 28 days ago

[F4F] 38 - 50 states 50 pussies?

Session: 0593b8e8c5b01cb9d06942a8887974b603f43cde0aa595cb97384e830ceb15ad22

I see guys do this all the time with tits... so why not with pussies? I love all shapes and colors! So if youre feeling adventurous, come say hi!

28, married (no he doesnt know im on here), bi

ASL in your message please

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u/Ryans_slutwife — 29 days ago

[F4F] 38 - 50 states 50 pussies?

Session: 0593b8e8c5b01cb9d06942a8887974b603f43cde0aa595cb97384e830ceb15ad22

I see guys do this all the time with tits... so why not with something I really love?

28, married (no he doesnt know im on here), bi

ASL in your message please

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u/Ryans_slutwife — 30 days ago

[F4F] 38 - 50 states 50 pussies?

Session: 0593b8e8c5b01cb9d06942a8887974b603f43cde0aa595cb97384e830ceb15ad22

I see guys do this all the time with tits... so why not with something I really love?

28, married (no he doesnt know im on here), bi

ASL in your message please

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u/Ryans_slutwife — 1 month ago

[F4F] 38 - 50 states 50 pussies? - Session: 0593b8e8c5b01cb9d06942a8887974b603f43cde0aa595cb97384e830ceb15ad22

I see guys do this all the time with tits... so why not with something I really love?

28, married (no he doesnt know im on here), bi

ASL in your message please

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u/Ryans_slutwife — 1 month ago

[F4F] 38 - Am I broken? I think i may be broken - Teleguard: RUY8FB4SP

I had something happen in college. I'm sure you can guess. At the time it was bad but now looking back... I find it incredibly hot.

And I feel weird saying that, all things considered. It wasnt exactly what youd call normal. Not that there's ANY of it that should be considered normal.

Maybe we can bond and become friends!

I've never told my husband.

ASL and limits are appreciated

reddit.com
u/Ryans_slutwife — 1 month ago

[F4F] 38 - I need to talk to someone else who's been here - Teleguard: RUY8FB4SP

I had something happen in college. I'm sure you can guess. At the time it was bad but now looking back... I find it incredibly hot.

And I feel weird saying that, all things considered. It wasnt exactly what youd call normal. Not that there's ANY of it that should be considered normal.

Maybe we can bond and become friends!

I've never told my husband.

ASL and limits are appreciated

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u/Ryans_slutwife — 1 month ago

[F4F] 38 - I need to talk to someone else who's been here - Teleguard: Y99AAR3N2

I had something happen in college. I'm sure you can guess. At the time it was bad but now looking back... I find it incredibly hot.

And I feel weird saying that, all things considered. It wasnt exactly what youd call normal. Not that there's ANY of it that should be considered normal.

ASL and limits are appreciated

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u/Ryans_slutwife — 1 month ago

[F4F] 38 - I need to talk to someone else who's been here - Teleguard: Y99AAR3N2

I had something happen in college. I'm sure you can guess. At the time it was bad but now looking back... I find it incredibly hot.

And I feel weird saying that, all things considered. It wasnt exactly what youd call normal. Not that there's ANY of it that should be considered normal.

ASL and limits are appreciated

u/Ryans_slutwife — 1 month ago

[F4F] 38 - I need to talk to someone else who's been here - Teleguard: Y99AAR3N2

I had something happen in college. I'm sure you can guess. At the time it was bad but now looking back... I find it incredibly hot.

And I feel weird saying that

ASL and limits are appreciated

u/Ryans_slutwife — 1 month ago

[F4F] 38 - I need a second opinion - Teleguard: Y99AAR3N2

So... long story short, a guy i've been playing with brought up an idea and I know for a fact my husband would freak out, but i'm kinda tempted to just do it because i'm curious.

Hoping to find someone with a little experience to tell me if it's a good idea or not

ASL and limits are appreciated

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u/Ryans_slutwife — 1 month ago

I spent YEARS trying to just forget it happened, but I was taking the wrong approach

I spent YEARS trying to just forget it happened, but I was taking the wrong approach

Out drinking with guys I thought were my friends. It was one of their birthdays. I woke up the next morning in one of their beds, and came downstairs to see them WATCHING it. Watching me, recorded.

They made me watch. Watch as they made me do... everything. Laughed as I got more and more uncomfortable.

And at the end of it all, through their laughter, they promised to erase the video because "i was such a good fuck"

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u/Ryans_slutwife — 1 month ago

[F4F] 38 - Why do guys always make assumptions

Like, I will tell them I like to ride horses, and then it inevitably revolves into... well

0593b8e8c5b01cb9d06942a8887974b603f43cde0aa595cb97384e830ceb15ad22

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u/Ryans_slutwife — 1 month ago