u/S4d_Machin3

I'm almost 29 and don't really do anything with my life apart from playing video games and occasionally workout, I still live with my family who have been toxic for me since forever, I don't have any friends, never had a gf, never worked anywhere, and never had any source of income.

I gave up on life long time ago, and don't really see anything good that could come out of it, and don't know what to do with my life.. There's so many things I wished I could've experienced, but nothing ever happened, never even had a 'birthday' message.

It's been 9 years since I last had a one night stand, and haven't made out or done anything remotely sexual ever since despite having a high sex-drive.

Is there a way for life to change?

I'm 28, and never really experienced anything sexual that didn't happen in a dream, I've realized that I'm 'ugly' the hard way, my friends constantly called me ugly throughout my life, some people also said that I'll always be using my hand lol. and I guess it is what it is.

I've never had a gf, and don't think it'll ever happen at this point, I have a job now, but I still spend most of my time alone, I've quit smoking cigarettes, and started working out, but I don't think they'd change anything here.

I couldn't quit smoking cigirattes, and I feel like vaping might be a better fit for me, as I feel like the taste and feel is a lot better, I bought vepresso gen max and it's coming soon, I'm a bit excited, what should I expect on the first try.. I never tried a vape before apart from a couple of times, and is there anything that I should be wary of.

Did anyone else become attractive after losing weight?

I noticed that I look much better after weight loss, and noticed features that I never noticed in my body before, I didn't know that I had hollow cheeks or dimples due to being overweight.. My main focus wasn't on looking better but it is certainly a cool bonus.

I've noticed that my body feels and looks a lot better than it used to do, and the confidence that comes with exercise is unlike any other.

I feel a lot better than how I used to feel, and the waves of feeling anxiety and depressed have improved a lot.

I don't really go out much so I haven't seen how others might react to the changes, but those around me have began to notice the change, and people don't ask me to go exercise or lose weight anymore..

​

At what age does it get weird to never have dated?

I feel like I'm getting older without building up any experience.. I'm 28 and never had a gf, or a romantic time before.

I'm not really a virgin, but never pursued a relationship with anyone.

I've been avoiding all Interactions with "others", and I don't feel like something is gonna happen out of the blue, I don't think anything is gonna change this fact.

So at what age does it get weird?