I got molested as a kid by an old man and that changed things
So when i was 15 it was the time when teenage is almost at peak with hormones and stuff, i had recently discovered porn then and i was addicted to it. Sometimes random boners popped in the initial days (Guys would know). One day i went to a dentist who made me sit in a chair. I had my random boner then but it wasnt too hard to be visually distracting ,it would only be visible when looked at properly. The dentist then was trying to rub his dick against my hands and while trying to do his checkup and he noticed the boner and was touching it again and again. He then once pinched it and i didnt know what was happening. So i expressed that i was uncomfortable through my face(said nothing) after he did that a few times. I think he noticed it and anyway the checkup was already over by then. Then i had a shower when i got to home and this trauma turned into something else while growing up. I now fantasize about how it would be when a man took control of my body and i like thinking that my body isnt mine . I still am into girls too but yeah this was my confession.