u/Send_Tits_and_cats

29-year-old transbian here! I've been firmly out the closet as a woman for three years now. I've never once doubted my decision - until...

Well look, I'm in the UK. TERF Island, some people call it. And I notice the looks I get sometimes, see the people trying to regulate me out of existence.

Recently I was loudly, and obviously misgendered by this woman, but when I looked at her I wasn't angry - she was in her late 30s, wearing this tight blouse and short skirt, and hearing her talk that way about me...

It made me hard. I was wearing a tight outfit at the time, and she definitely noticed. She looked into my eyes and smirked so smugly and it made me so ashamed and turned me on so so much.

Later that night, I came so hard to the idea of her just... Undoing me. Making me fuck her as hard as possible. Whispering in my ear, encouraging me to just fuck her like a man.

I think... I mean, I know I'm a woman... But maybe I just need some transphobic cis girl to test me... Just so I know for sure...

(reposted with correct tags, because I'm just a dumb girl ❤️)

It's a strange one, but bear with me... I'm a trans woman. I've been trans for almost a decade now, and my identity is so completely tied to my relationship with feminism.

And I wish I didn't but... I get so turned on every time I'm misgendered. Every time a transphobe tells me I'm 'tricking' lesbians into sleeping with men.

Anyway, the other day I was fantasising about some transphobic cis woman fucking me... No, making me fuck her. Just the idea of her breaking me... Whispering in my ear to fuck her like a man...

God, what does it mean??

29-year-old transbian here! I've been firmly out the closet as a woman for three years now. I've never once doubted my decision - until...

Well look, I'm in the UK. TERF Island, some people call it. And I notice the looks I get sometimes, see the people trying to regulate me out of existence.

Recently I was loudly, and obviously misgendered by this woman, but when I looked at her I wasn't angry - she was in her late 30s, wearing this tight blouse and short skirt, and hearing her talk that way about me...

It made me hard. I was wearing a tight outfit at the time, and she definitely noticed. She looked into my eyes and smirked so smugly and it made me so ashamed and turned me on so so much.

Later that night, I came so hard to the idea of her just... Undoing me. Making me fuck her as hard as possible. Whispering in my ear, encouraging me to just fuck her like a man.

I think... I mean, I know I'm a woman... But maybe I just need some transphobic cis girl to test me... Just so I know for sure...

It's a strange one, but bear with me... I'm a trans woman. I've been trans for almost a decade now, and my identity is so completely tied to my relationship with feminism.

And I wish I didn't but... I get so turned on every time I'm misgendered. Every time a transphobe tells me I'm 'tricking' lesbians into sleeping with men.

Anyway, the other day I was fantasising about some transphobic cis woman fucking me... No, making me fuck her. Just the idea of her breaking me... Whispering in my ear to fuck her like a man...

God, what does it mean??

29-year-old Transbian here - I've been out and trans for three years now. But...

Well, the other day, there was a TERF on social media going on and on about how all trans women are actually men, and that must make them more sexually aggressive. About how we're just tricking lesbians into sleeping with men.

And I just... God, it turned me on so much. The idea that I could somehow turn a lesbian straight just because I have a cock. It's so wrong, but it felt so incredible to imagine.

Then I thought of some cishet girl doing the same thing to me - making me fuck her as hard as I can, whispering in my ear, ordering me to fuck her like a man.

It's just... Both fantasies have been driving me insane, and I needed somewhere to vent them 😵‍💫

29-year-old Transbian here - I've been out and trans for three years now. So why, why do I still get so turned on when I'm misgendered? Why do I fantasise about a woman pretending to be a lesbian just to prove I'm really a straight man? Why do I feel a thrill of pleasure when transphobes talk about trans women like me 'tricking' lesbians into sleeping with them.

Even worse, sometimes I get hard when I'm misgendered which, depending on the outfit... Gahhh!!!!!