u/Sensitive_Rain_1852

Or does that wreck the moment?

I am in a relationship with a cis female who has rather conservative/religious views. Meanwhile before I met her I had a big private sissy phase and was fucking myself regularly with pretty big dildos, had a massive panty collection, would regularly get dressed and goon myself all night. I started to sissygasm easily from my dildos. I even met a bbc from grindr and sucked him once in my car. I was in pretty deep. Then I met her and started to feel “normal”. Lived like that for two years…

Now I’m getting cravings. I can’t stop thinking about sucking another cock or locking myself up cleaning out and hilting one of my biggest dildos that are still hidden away.

I genuinely am compatible with her in every way except fetish.

Am I fucked or what. No idea how to navigate this one.

I ride my dildos almost every day. But i only sucked a cock once. Bbc only. But i could tell from his reaction i wasnt a very good slut. He jerked onto my face. Train me daddy.

Where do i even start? I am ready to satisfy my urges and submit.