In a relationship and don’t know what to do
As a sex worker it’s hard to find someone who accepts what you do. I have a boyfriend that is very accepting but I fear he is just a gooner. He tries so hard to make it seem like he’s not. But when we were on the phone the other day with a mutual friend, the first thought out of his mind in response to our friend’s bf not wanting a sleepover: “why wouldn’t he want to sleep with his girlfriend?” which I guess is a valid question but it just feels so weird saying that to our mutual woman friend.
And a few years ago he made comments on my friend’s body and he now acknowledges and apologizes for his comments on a woman’s body and he’s grown I guess. But I just feel so icky. But a part of me feels like I should keep being with him because he grows. Yet I don’t know.
Plus I could be earning more money if I went FS. I just am online for now.