Wheely bin 🗑️
I deleted my previous account because I wasn’t really felt like I will be posting again.
Last night we talked about it again and he actually liked the idea of posting on reddit, so here I am again. And yeah the title is irrelevant lol.
When I was 21 in my first year of uni, my roommate (Italian girl) convinced me to download an app and explore the western life style. I come from orthodox religious background (south asian). I connected with so many men in the first week itself, even she was surprised by the attention I got. I had never been in any physical relationship before that.
Long story short, I connected with a Greek guy in his early 30s. We exchanged numbers and one evening he picked me up from my uni gym. I still remember being super nervous sitting in his car pretending to act normal while my heart was racing. We went for a drive, talked for hours and eventually made out in the car. It was my first proper kiss with a man and honestly I still remember that feeling in my stomach. I didn’t let him do anything more because I was scared to cross the line, but he never pressured me and that made me trust him more. I took a break from uni and went back to my country for couple of months.
After returning back I contacted him again, we started meeting regularly for evening walks and coffee near my uni. I was very shy because of strict parenting and casual hookups were never really my thing.
We planned a small road trip into the bush and booked a motel for the night. The drive was amazing, he even let me drive his car which made me weirdly excited lol. We spent the day sightseeing, teasing each other and making out during trekking stops. By the time we reached the motel the tension between us was already crazy.
At night we had dinner, changed into PJs and watched a movie on his laptop while cuddling in bed. Eventually things got more intimate and that’s when I lost my virginity to him. I was nervous the entire time and probably way too shy for my own good. He wanted me to flip at one point but I refused because I was already sore and overwhelmed. He also asked for head and I said no because back then I just wasn’t comfortable with it yet.
The next morning though I was way more relaxed around him. We woke up cuddling, started kissing again and this time I was much more confident and playful. I remember surprising even myself because the shy girl from the night before completely disappeared lol. He could definitely tell the difference and was in the best mood the whole drive back.
Second day we drove back…