38 [M4F] [Louisville,KY]
(Please read fully for specificity.) Hi. I'm not good at this stuff,so... I'm 6'3-4 (One or the other.) 280 lbs. (Yes,I know,I'm trying.) Nerd. Probably not particularly attractive (I have no idea.) Kind of quiet. Yes,I know it's lame to be a virgin at this age. I'm a bit too awkward to talk to many folks. Bad social skills. Kind of high anxiety. My isn't this fun? Listing reasons I suck is an interesting way to go about this. Anyways. Shy,kind of depressed. I don't really care what you look like. I'm heavy set,you can be too. I just want someone kind and clean. I'm not in to couples or married folks or cheaters of any kind. This is the deep end for me,so I don't want this to be super complicated. If you decide to message (It's is appreciated.) please don't ask me to move elsewhere to talk on Telegram,Snapchat,Discord or anything else. I will just assume you are a bot or something. Yes,I have to say that apparently. Please,just single females. I'm not looking for anything strange,just someone nice. May or may not have experienced abuse as a kid,so maybe you can understand why this is a bit hard for me. Maybe someone gentle and understanding? I like films,music,games,reading and art. I'm pretty much a loser,though. Not many friends. Not much family. Introverted. Very introverted. Not many stories of good times. Not worth much of anything,really. Last couple of years has been pretty hard. Just tired of being lonely. I don't think I'll find anyone. Which makes sense,now that I'm reading this back. What a glowing proposition this is. I might throw in the towel on trying. Ought to bury myself under the floorboards after this. I don't understand how to talk to people. Sorry.