Realistically how addictive is K
I have gotten addicted to every substance I’ve tried. Since a kid I always loved feeling ok or quiet. Does ketamine do that? I can’t get hooked on something new but I really wanna try K. I’ve tried getting it countless times and it’s felt like maybe God doesn’t want me to to prevent me from addiction. I already have underlying bladder issues that get worse with any downer I take. I abused psychedelics and kinda fried my brain, don’t mess with them anymore since I got diagnosed with ocd and bipolar and realized how much worse the psychedelics were making my symptoms. Now I just hit the puffco and maybe do some noz every once in a while I don’t want another addiction and I know how complulsive nitrous makes me which is a dissociative. And how perfect everything feels. I just want to try something new and I know ketamine can be similar to psychedelics in a sense. I really miss them and I would love to order some psych RCs or drop a few tabs but I have already seen that pattern play out and it sent me into mania and trying to get on a bunch of meds that never worked lol. Let me know what you guys think I’m sure you’re gonna say don’t do it. Can I do ketamine tonight and not feel the need to do it tomorrow? Or next week? Does your body physically need it like other drugs or is it just a mental craving not actually caused by the chemical but by you?