The Stars Really are Brighter Up Here
I wasn't supposed to make my way to the surface. I wasn't allowed to. Not anymore.
But I was going anyway. I had received a message. Well, Rana received a message. But it was for me. He must have made a small triangulation mistake, and hit her collar instead of mine. But it was for me.
R. The stars really are brighter up here.
"What does that even mean?" Rana shouted to me. Her bright pink collar was blinking orange, signifying the message beaming into her head. The music was pounding. Green, red and blue lights strobed around the room. Purple hazy gas wafted throughout the room making everyone a little tipsy and a little loose.
She turned to me, putting her lips to my ear, and her hand on my exposed shoulder. I felt her curly black hair tease my neck. "Of course the stars are brighter up there, Afterlife is underground!" she shouted. "What does Queen Cleo even mean?"
I shrugged, but my mind was racing. My heart had already leapt into my throat. I was trying to keep it cool. Trying to make myself seem inviting to the men that prowled the Afterlife. A hand on my hip, hooked onto the fishnets poking out of my shorts, a finger teasing my bra. Rana was doing the same. My eyes were supposed to be scanning the room, inviting someone to come buy my time. That's what Twilight Queens did at night. That's what Rana had resumed doing.
But I wasn't. I was glancing down at my collar, desperately hoping the light would flash orange. Green. Available. But I knew that phrase. I let my eyes flick past the burly man approaching us, scratching his beard with his metal hand, and toward the front door instead.
"I'll go ask Catherine what that was," I shouted. I turned to leave before the man got here, not waiting to see if Rana heard what I said. I ducked under the man's arm, squeezed through people dancing together and made my way to the door. Catherine stood at the entrance wearing a miniskirt that barely registered as a belt, with a security drone beside her. She arched a dark eyebrow at me as I tumbled through the doors.
"Something wrong, Razia?" she asked.
"No," I said. "I just got a job." That satisfied her. We didn't ask questions.
The tunnels were colder than I expected. Or maybe I was just cold.
As Twilight Queens we didn't get paid to be covered up at night. My shorts left most of my legs bare, and the fishnets did almost nothing against the draft that slipped through the ventilation grates. I folded my arms across myself as I hurried along, wishing I had thought to steal a coat.
Malik had been gone for six years.
Six years since I'd watched his ship disappear through the old launch bay.
The message had been so small, but it was what he had always said. "Razi, the stars have to be so much brighter up there. Don't you want to see them?"
Of course, I did, Malik. But I was scared. And I didn't have any way out. Neither did he. But he found one.
I heard a beep from my neck. I looked down. The light on my collar had changed, not to orange, but to crimson red. "You have been detected away from your post," it blared in my head. I rolled my eyes, put my head down and moved faster.
I reached the spaceport breathless.
It was enormous and black, filled with the roar of engines. Ships hung suspended in their launch cradles, their running lights glowing through the haze. Cargo drones moved between them like insects skittering along, obeying their queen.
I hugged myself as I pressed my forehead against the glass that separated the visitors from the departure zone, scanning the vessels for a familiar face. Then I found it. A freight transport was already spinning up its engines. I almost overlooked it. I saw him through the glass.
Older. His hair was shorter than I remembered. His face looked harder. He wore a dark jacket I'd never seen before. He was pressing buttons or cranking something. Should I yell? Would he hear me? Would the ship lift off before he turned and saw me?
He turned. His expression changed. He ducked from view, emerging from the gangplank a moment later. Immediately, a drone sprang into action, chasing after him.
"Malik!" I shouted. People behind me turned. He slammed his palm against the glass separating us. We ran together, separated by carbon-plexiglass until we found a small door. He burst through it.
I stumbled toward him, laughing and crying at the same time. "You came!" he cried, scooping me into his arms, like I weighed nothing at all. I sank into him. "I didn't know if I'd even sent the message to the right place. I've been working on the transponder as soon as they told us we'd be stopping here."
"You said the stars were brighter." I looked up at him nestled in his embrace.
"They are," he said, smiling with satisfaction.
His eyes flicked down to my collar. It was glowing red. His face fell.
"Razi..."
"I know."
The drone caught him by the shoulders. He tried to shrug it off, reaching for me. "Wait! Just a minute, I'm coming!"
The drone put another hand on him, pulling him from my grasp, ushering him onto the ship.
I pressed my hand against the glass. His palm met mine from the other side. For just one second. For one second, six years disappeared. Then the drone dragged him backward.
The doors sealed. The ship rose. Malik disappeared into the ceiling.
I walked back alone.
When I reached the entrance to the Afterlife, my legs were numb. The same music was pounding. The same colored lights flashed through the doorway. The same people were drinking, dancing, laughing.
My collar had turned green.