u/Slight-Actuary-3269

I'm relatively new to ABDL and recently ordered a pack of adult diapers from ABU. I'm fine with wetting the diaper but have been very much against messing ever since getting into all of this. However I decided to just experiment with my limits and after wearing this diaper for most of today, wetting it a couple times and cumming into it, I finally messed it. As a result, I nearly threw up when taking it off. I threw it in the trash quickly, cleaned up as much as I could, rediapered up, and took out that trash. I feel awful, but, I suppose I truly know what I can and can't handle now. I'm not really sure why I expected any other outcome, but lessons learned I suppose. Back to only wetting.