u/Smooth_Mud_2256

It's been a while since we broke up. A long time. But I haven't been able to clean after myself I just want to sleep afterwork. I have become an alcoholic. The thing is I work him and also the girl he picked is a colleague and they live closeby so I see them leaving the same house. I don't know if I am justifying my auto pilot state or this is what you(reader) had been in my situation would have felt. Am wondering if this is survival mode, autopilot or am just lazy. The good thing is I no longer text him I keep it to myself most times. I also no longer cry.