So I have been listening to the 3 files at least once a day, but this morning I woke up and my underwear was soaked and sticky, so I think I had a wet dream and possibly orgasmed in my sleep. Does this mean I screwed it up? Does this set me back to zero?
So, in my previous post, I explained that I had decided to listen to Orgasm Go Bye Bye, Calia’s Curse Orgasm Denial, and Forever Locked Chastity Curse Hypnosis for exactly one year, and boy, has it been fun. To start, I am constantly horny and am in agony over not being able to touch, which I love. I have no intention of stopping, and I will make it to my goal because this scratches a very good itch in my head that I don't want to go away.
Listening to all 3 has also had some interesting side effects. My brain is constantly thinking of the multiple layers, such as wanting to edge but being unable to touch, which is torturous in a great way. Plus, whenever I even slightly think of orgasm, I have three different forms of denial to make sure that doesn't happen hehe.
It might just be my horny brain, but after all of this, I want more and have gained a nasty habit of looking for more curses to either aid in my denial or make it worse. If any of you think I should try, I am willing to look into it, but for the first week it will only be the 3; then, after a week or maybe two, I will add more.
Overall, I think I am enjoying this a bit too much, but it's not even been a week, so we will see.
Non-related topic to the curses:
>!All of this has also made me want to get back into Dronification. Be a good little Drone, unable to orgasm lol!<
Edit: Last post had a spelling mistake in the title.
So, in my previous post, I explained that I had decided to listen to Orgasm Go Bye Bye, Calia’s Curse Orgasm Denial, and Forever Locked Chastity Curse Hypnosis for exactly one year, and boy, has it been fun. To start, I am constantly horny and am in agony over not being able to touch, which I love. I have no intention of stopping, and I will make it to my goal because this scratches a very good itch in my head that I don't want to go away.
Listening to all 3 has also had some interesting side effects. My brain is constantly thinking of the multiple layers, such as wanting to edge but being unable to touch, which is torturous in a great way. Plus, whenever I even slightly think of orgasm, I have three different forms of denial to make sure that doesn't happen hehe.
It might just be my horny brain, but after all of this, I want more and have gained a nasty habit of looking for more curses to either aid in my denial or make it worse. If any of you think I should try, I am willing to look into it, but for the first week it will only be the 3; then, after a week or maybe two, I will add more.
Overall, I think I am enjoying this a bit too much, but it's not even been a week, so we will see.
Non-related topic to the curses:
>!All of this has also made me want to get back into Dronification. Be a good little Drone unable to orgasm lol!<
TLDR: 3 curses for 365 days
So as of 12AM I have been curse with Orgasm go bye bye, Calia’s Curse – Orgasm Denial, and Forever Locked Chastity Curse Hypnosis. I have only listened to each once but the plan is one week with no touch but after listening it’s obvious touching will not be an option. Now the question you might ask is why I would do this and it’s because I have the goal to be orgasm free for one whole year. It’s a bit crazy but I am big on denial and chastity so combine that with the sweat honey of these files and you have a poor lust and horny decision already made. With all three I think my goal will be very possible and after the year is up who know it might not end there.
I do have some things that will bring this to a short end though.
School/Work/Relationships - these come first to me if I see negatives that impact these in a significant way I made a promise to stop the challenge and pick it up later.
Girl Friend - currently we are not doing anything sexual due to our own personal reasons but should those change and she wants to do something then I will do it for her.
Lastly before I talk how I am feeling about the effects after the first listen I wanted to ask a very odd and silly question. When it come to no touch how does that work when needing to aim to pee? I might just be taking it too literally but idk I thought I should ask.
Day 1: So I listen to all three back to back ending right at 12 AM and after each one was done I felt great. I started with OGBB then Calia’s Curse, and finally Forever Locked which I am glad I happened on this order. After I was done with each I felt that each one added just a layer to the overall idea of denial. It did however seem to have contradictory commands like allowing touch but also preventing it entirely. Not sure how that will affect me but it’s clear from this morning that I am very horny and my mind is clear on the goal of not touching. I plan on listening to all 3 again for the next week maybe two and seeing if I can fit more then one listen in a day. I am also open to any other files that could help with this goal or ones you might think would make it more fun and I am open to a lot. That’s all for the first more I will update but not single everyday.
Also should I get ask to get the Don’t give permission thing below my name? I am not sure how to get it but I will probably end up regretting it or not who knows.