Feel the dopamine in my brain returning
This could be placebo so take this with a grain of salt but i hope someone that is struggling will see this.
I’ve rolled 3 times this year, all at raves. Once on January 2nd, once in February, and once in March. The one in March, i took 5 points of Molly. Yes, i know this was a lot and i know the repercussions.
After the most recent roll, i could definitely feel that i was just mentally ‘slumped’. I don’t really get that sad, more-so i can just tell my brain is exhausted/fried during the following weeks.
After that, i was like NO MORE (until Lost Lands festival later this year in September hehe).
All that being said, now that we are in mid-May, i finally feel like the dopamine in my brain is returning. My confidence is coming back and im not anxious or overthinking things as much. I also have been having way better performance in the gym and more focus at work.
I’m making this post because i want the people that are currently struggling with mdma to know that if you can force yourself to find other outlets of fun, you will return to your old self. Slowly but surely. Go workout, go outdoors and get sun, go for an hour walk every day, go to a rave sober and just vibe.
Anything you gotta do to gain your true self back. It is possible.