u/Soft-bumblebee-6499

It’s been like a year since him. How have I survived this far by my own? That’s beyond myself at this point lol

He was nice until he wasn’t. Late night calls, video calls, long sessions, I had my first sub drop with him, it was wild. Until he started getting mad, he told me to do certain things I didn’t feel comfortable with and he knew about that! And he got mad because “I never did what he wanted me do to” which makes me not a real sub according to him.

Ever since then I’ve been far away from the community and this lifestyle. It’s been quite hard but he did hurt my feeling beyond what this dynamic is. Am I a real submissive? Damn, who knows now.