Nervous about first time
Tomorrow I'm finally gonna be experiencing a spanking from the spankee role and honestly I'm really nervous about it. I've had plenty of experience as the spanker but I've always wanted to try and be on the receiving end, both for curiosity and possibly and actual punishment. I'm going over to their house in the morning where I was told we were going to talk about things that I want to work on and why I feel I need a spanking and then we'll go from there in terms of intensity and implements. Wish me luck my fellow spankos and hopefully I don't just become a crying mess immediately after the first smack or two lol.
P.S. Any advice on how to handle a spanking would be much appreciated and how you deal with being on the receiving end during and afterwards lol.