u/Someonesomewhere9387

I struggle SO much with the intensity of my sex drive and I think therapy has helped me identify my hypersexuality as a result of early sexual trauma. Even knowing this, I can’t seem to stop getting horny and feeling like I NEED to get off multiple times a day. It doesn’t interfere with my day to day living but man the pull is intense.

I don’t watch porn or read erotica and I’m trying to keep myself for my future husband. (I’m single).

So it’s just me and my own stimulation and trying to keep my mind as clear as possible so I’m not lost in a fantasy world.

I feel guilty about it. But also need it so much. I just got off a couple hours ago and already feel the ache for more. Anyone else?! How do y’all handle it?! 😭