u/Sotahlicious

1. Machine bicep curl 35x10

2. Machine tricep Extension 40x10

3. Independent chest press (machine) 55x15

4. Independent shoulder press (machine) 45x10

5. Mid Row 70x10

6. Incline bench 45x10

All kg and all sets of 4

Feels good to get the upper body pump. Need to work on flexibility. Maybe I should switch and write this stuff up in other groups.

Here's I guess how I'm feeling about everything: I've been listening for hours a day and I'm closing in on the top 1000 on Bambi Cloud. I try to post somewhat regularly on the group. It sometimes feels like homework or a chore. It's not like there's anyone in real life appreciating or making things real. I'm more fit. Buying new things for myself feels real. But it feels like I'm dedicating a lot of time and effort for bambi and maybe getting a bit of attention and some teasing from a person or two before they delete their accounts. I wish there was someone in real life - at the gym, at work, in my social circles - who would notice or something and make this feel worth it. But this honestly feels like one long edge and like I'm always ready to burst.

I also happen to be watching some older anime right now (currently goldenboy and GTO) which isnt helping with the teasing.

Thanks for reading!

Still listening. Legs burning from 4 sets of 140kgx8 squats followed by 4 sets of 12 step ups while holding 10 kg kettlebells. I definitely need to work on flexibility.

I want to be challenged to do things. When I was in college I stripped in the library and had sex behind the math building etc. Not necessarily looking for a bunch of "do this thing in public" challenges or "listen or watch this" challenges though I'm open to both. I just feel like bambi is best when it feels real.

Happy to chat about other things too. Life is good. Almost caught up to everything. Working on some bambi erotica for anyone interested. Struggling to diet

Ive got what to share. From exercise to sexsomnia to listening a ton. But I dont really care. I'm a little tired of the community. I'm not stopping. I'm here listening and youll see me get closer and closer to the top listeners on the cloud. Just watch. But I'm just gonna do it for me

Deadlifted 150kg for 5 sets of 3. Leg pressed 4 sets of 180kg for 10. Sitting shoulder press 4 sets of 17.5kg per arm for 15. Barbell Bicep curled 4 sets of 20kg for 15.

Body is on fire as usual in the best of ways. Trying to listen nonstop. Trying to engage with people and chat them up and flirt. Need to eat better.

Working on a bambi story so I'll share that soon. Fantasizing a lot about these things becoming more real. In my mind, I'm always in heels and thongs and lacy bras. Everyone turns me on and I wish I was wearing six sexy outfits at once. I dream of affairs. I wake up and notice I'm in the middle of having sex with my partner. I'm desperate to use and be used. I sleep and my tits engorge and burst with milk. I walk and notice my glutes and quads and drool imagining a throbbing filling me up. I want to be teased endlessly. Caressed. Worshipped.mmmmfyckkk

Its hard to walk still and I'm horny as anything. Listening nonstop. Letting people triggwr me. Barely getting through a meeting with a colleague without subtly asking for something.

Maybe I should channel.this into bambi fiction? Any interest? Happy to take requests. I just need a bambi outlet and I cant make gifs

Not much to update. Still in a big craving mode. Just want want want. Horny horny horny. Honestly getting lonely just on this bambi island with nothing actually happening (meaning, no sex, no in person attention, etc).

Want to share a win though. Yesterday I officially got a higher PR for back squats than my personal trainer. 130kgx8. I think that translates to an estimated 165kg for 1. I'll try that next time i do squats.

Honestly its like a different kind of horny. I dont deserve to cum. Its just craving. Like. Im starving but know nothing will happen. I have to hold myself back when a colleague calls me bc I just want sexual attention. I cant focus on things. I could use a vacation

I'm not gonna try to remember numbers anymore.

Still trying to get back into things after a few months off.

Idk I'm in a weird space. Just kinda feeling bad about myself and just want to completely give in to bambi but life is in the way.

I know im good. Could you use a buddy. Starving for sex. Playlists keep pausing which is really annoying. Can't help but fantasize about everyone in my life. Super distracted. Thanks for reading

Finally got back with thw trainer today. Did deadlifts, hacksquats, and chest press before needing to stop bc its been so long. It feels amazing. Im so horny.

Okok before I lose track of myself. Last week, I was listening and something just clocked more than usual. Like, ive been here a whole but I was listening to a playlist and everything REALLLY went pink. Not my usual sharing with bambi or dreaming in bambi or something like thay but everything g was bambi. My tits were big and real. Not like I'm imagining bigger tits or something but everything about them was real to me. I was wearing a thong and heels. Not just imagining it while being naked but it was real. Idk it was just so much more real than usual and it turned me on and for a moment I really wanted to stop everything in my life and give myself up to bambi. Goodbye life. Family. Friends. Work. Just bambi. It was glorious.

Its a crazy breakthrough. I'm fantasizing g of being discreetly drugged (like with peptides) to be a better bimbo. Or forced to surgically enhance. Or to need to ask permission before eating any food. Or someone to choose all my outfits. Complete loss of agency as bambi.

Bambi and the gym are supremely linked. My burning legs turns me on and I am craving someone to massage my thighs with a nice cream or oil before filling my asshole and throbbing inside me. Fuck I'm so horny. Just want to be a gg