I thought I was helping someone on here but they ended up triggering me .
Now normally I'm really good and laughing these people away at their terrible attempts, but I'm not sure what happened.
I was getting ready to do a favor for someone and I feel hesitant like my motivation is getting tugged or, pulled back.
mention a game, or movie or anything I could use a distraction
I need help rn!
These last 8 days have been tough it's hard not to relapse.
I keep telling myself I'm gonna be done and somedays life gets rough and I just can't quit.
I want to be done 😮💨 fuck this addiction why do I have this! why am I like this I shouldn't just wanna jerk it. Why am I like this! Why do I have this addiction.
It's weird I feel like a weird perv I just want to be fucking normal.
I only slept about an hour I got up and not sure how it started but I looked and stopped, but I just wanna make sure I'll be okay I'm 1 day and 16hours and I really don't want a fail
I woke up struggling after only sleeping for a little since coming home from my night shift
I have not had the best morning I am 1 day 19 hours in and really don't wanna fail I really want to be done with this awful poisonous shit