Enough of sugar dating life for me
This is just a rant post. Im 23 and Im finally giving up looking for the one. I used to have that confidence that i'm pretty enough to have one and now I'm starting to realize that I'm not. I can say yes I'm pretty but not conventionally pretty. Im in the chubbier side which makes it harder. Some here say just try to be yourself, be authentic but it doesn't work. Idk maybe a factor can be my location (Philippines) The pool of much more confident and prettier SB and the quantity of SD says a lot. I tried sites, even free styling but doesn't work for me.
I started to have a SD when I was 20. Someone offered an allowance based relationship (which a received a lot of money) but its too sexual in a way (so idk if you can call that sugar dating). Didn't work out too well because I got fed up by the situation. Second one, we had a really really great connection but sadly he had to leave the country to work. We got on dates. Received not only allowances but also gifts (which I appreciated a lot). I really like the idea of sugaring not just because of allowances but the dynamic itself. I hope you get me. Idk let me know your thoughts. Feel free to judge.
PS. Idk really which flair to put