40 [t4m] needs Dom #Modesto #209
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What I Actually Need – No Limits, No Choice
I’m 40, Trans MTF / Non-Binary (she/they/it), married with kids in Modesto, CA. My wife knows I play and has her own side stuff — no drama, no crossover.
I’m autistic, blunt, and very open. I don’t do small talk or one-word messages.
What I’m looking for:
I want to be FORCED. I crave heavy, intense, no-limits play where “no,” “stop,” or hesitation is ignored. I often say I “don’t want” certain things (pain, toilet play, degradation, rough use, etc.), but I deeply need them forced on me with zero choice.
- Brutal CNC / rape fantasy / being overpowered and used
- Raw, long clit/tip torture — scrubbing, pinching, slapping until it’s swollen and burning for days
- Heavy CBT, ball busting, nipple torture
- Chastity, denial, ruined/painful orgasms that feel like punishment
- Forced toilet play (piss, facesitting, rimming, no scat yet)
- Constant humiliation and degradation
- Plug training, rough fucking, objectification
- Long-term control fantasies — even if only for a few days at a time, make me feel trapped and owned
I’m service-oriented but want to be broken into a total masochist. I want to feel used, ruined, and powerless.
Logistics:
- Available Mon–Thu 8:30 AM – 3:30 PM (home alone during these hours)
- Can sometimes do evenings after 9 PM
- I don’t host easily (very rare unless extremely comfortable)
- I can’t travel far or drive much
If you’re an experienced, sadistic dom who understands real “no choice” CNC and wants to push a broken, trauma-carrying sissy past her limits… message me.
One-word messages = ignored.
I’m not looking for gentle. I’m looking for someone who will take what they want and make me suffer for it.