hey guys I’m back with more stories from my feedee life for yall :3
so I’m working at a big boy office job rn that's extremely sedentary, im basically sitting all day at a computer. I get pretty sweaty walking from my car (where I eat lunch) back to the office (its on the 5th floor of a larger building) just because im a fatass, so today I tried wearing a thicker undershirt to help with my moob sweat from how much theyre starting to rest on my belly (embarrassing, hot, but embarrassing).
anyway I dont know if its because of the thicker fabric or if my shirts are just getting too small because I spent most of my day rebuttoning the same button under my desk all day 😭😭 thankfully I have a cubicle so I can get away with it without too much attention but I couldn't even take a full breath without the button slipping back open. it was so hot omg I was lowkey getting flushed and chubbed up from having to touch my deep ass belly button indent in my clothes all day which was torture. I didn't realize how quickly my work shirts were getting too small and now im wondering if my coworkers can tell how my gut is starting to hang lower and lower in my shirts🫠🫠 I could be wearing a quarter zip or something to try to hide my gut but honestly I work with a lot of older guys with kids and beer bellies so I honestly dont mind showing off my fat gut it just kills me how im one of the youngest guys there and im almost/if not as fat as them from just my straight up gluttony like fuckkk
I ordered some compression undershirts online to try and squeeze a little more life out of my current work wardrobe before I inevitably can't fit into my clothes anymore😭 I keep thinking about going back to the gym just to lose a couple of pounds but then I smoke weed and order McDonalds while I sit my fatass on the couch and play Fortnite until I pass out, and then im dragged back into wanting to be 200+ lbs again.. I fear if I had a feeder I would literally let them make me as fat as they wanted and not even care because im literally such a fucking fat gooner now ugh