Now I always crave having my ass filled…

…with a butt plug 🤍

But my ass can be a brat sometimes. At first, she isn’t always willing to cooperate. Once the plug is all the way in though, she’s starting to realize what’s best for her 🥹

Almost through day #220 of being denied penetration orgasms (in all holes) and under no touch 🙇‍♀️

u/SubMuseInBloom — 2 hours ago

Wishing desperately for someone to cum for me 🤍

Sincerely, a girl that’s been denied penetration orgasms for over 217 days 🥹

u/SubMuseInBloom — 1 day ago

Yesterday, I graduated to the large butt plug 😇

Initially, I grappled to get it all the way in my ass. Once it was in though, I rocked in it for the first 3.5 minutes. This deeper sense of fullness felt like my clit was being massaged—but from the inside. It was like pussy pleasure by proxy. As I acclimated, I shed a strand of hair that kept tickling my pussy petals too 🤭

I was committed to a 30 minute session and once the time was up, my ass hugged the plug like it wasn’t ready for it to depart either. The sensation was incredible. Despite that, I kneeled on my bathroom floor and tried to relax anyways. As I pulled it out, I gasped loudly. It felt even bigger coming out than going in 🥹

The initial struggles were worth it.

Just feeling proud and wanted to share this milestone on day #217 of being denied penetration orgasms (in all holes) and under no touch 🙇‍♀️

P.S. For the skeptics following my journey, I intentionally placed the small and medium plug in view as evidence of my progress.

u/SubMuseInBloom — 2 days ago

[verification]

Advance apologies, I’m a 1st timer 🙇‍♀️ My last verification post did not satisfy the proper requirements.

I hope this 2nd attempt sticks and tributes are able to welcum me to this sub🤍

u/SubMuseInBloom — 2 days ago
▲ 34 r/femaleruinedorgasm+1 crossposts

She’s getting pumped up for the long holiday weekend…

…and catching up on the last two days of edges. But I’ll restrain myself and only ruin her juuuust enough 🥹

Entering day #215 of denied penetration orgasms (in all holes)…and under no touch 🙇‍♀️

u/SubMuseInBloom — 2 days ago

Yesterday, I was asked to report back with the mess I made…

…and during peak hours of this heat wave.

Advance apologies for the delayed post update. But I did take pics yesterday…I just can’t access NSFW content using our company’s network. Due to this, I’m following up on that request now.

All morning at the office, I could feel my clit’s leaky, throbbing mess pooling in my panties. Right before noon, I snapped a pic under my desk to capture my wet spot. Simply walking around like this just aroused me even more 🥹 So I decided to treat myself and break for lunch.

As I walked to my car in the nearby parking garage…I creamed a little. Once I was alone, I lifted my skirt, put my heels up on the drivers wheel, and pulled my soaking panties down to snap another pic…let my kitty breathe a little.

To the random stranger that said wearing wet panties just reinforces my neediness….you’re 100% correct 🫠 Apparently it’s a form of edging for me now.

Stay hydrated y’all 🤍 We’re expecting another hot one today.

Entering day #213 of denied penetration orgasms (in all holes)…and under no touch 🙇‍♀️

u/SubMuseInBloom — 7 days ago

Based on my morning inspection, things could get messy…

…especially with the hot temperatures we’re expecting today. My drippy clit is already so sensitive 🥺

Entering day #211 of being denied penetration orgasms (in all holes)…and recently under no touch 🙇‍♀️

Edited/added later: here’s a bonus clip of my finger pulling a leaky pussy string 🤍

u/SubMuseInBloom — 8 days ago

In case my neighbors wanted to watch (and listen to)….

…me as I’m feral and grinding this pillow…I opened my windows first.

Just trying to relieve my horny pussy under no touch before the work week kicks off.

Almost through day #209 of being denied penetration orgasms (in all holes) 🙇‍♀️

u/SubMuseInBloom — 9 days ago

When my Pilates instructor told me to spread my legs today….

…this happened in the middle of class. I wasn’t even wearing a plug 🥹

So for those who comment and tell me not to cum, that isn’t the same as telling me not to orgasm. Cum is just a bodily fluid that seeps out of my pussy when I’m aroused. It’s a bodily function I can’t control or prevent.

An orgasm, however, is a full body sexual transcendence (or exorcism lol).

Respectfully, we can agree to disagree on this 🤍

Just feeling leaky and needy as I enter day #208 of being denied penetration orgasms (in all holes)…and recently under no touch 🙇‍♀️

u/SubMuseInBloom — 10 days ago

I realized under no touch, my pussy loves being watched…

…as if her lips 💋 are blowing wet kisses to all the voyeurs witnessing her needy desperation. The thought alone makes me leak these days.

Almost through day #207 of being denied penetration orgasms (in all holes) 🙇‍♀️

u/SubMuseInBloom — 11 days ago

How it’s going…

…after acclimating to a medium-sized butt plug for a few hours today. Considering how the day started (link below) and even though my pussy remains a drippy, needy mess…I think this round of training officially exhausted her 🥹 Maybe she’s finally accepted that she won’t be filled with cock…

Almost through day #204 of being denied penetration orgasms 🙇‍♀️

https://www.redgifs.com/watch/profuseivoryhylaeosaurus

u/SubMuseInBloom — 13 days ago

Some updates…

On day #202, I wore the small butt plug almost all day. By the time I took it out, I was already feeling withdrawal symptoms. My pussy missed having my ass filled so much 🥺

To be on the safe side though, I gave my body a rest on day #203 and went without it the entire day. After dinner and a shower, I couldn’t wait to put the plug all the way back in my ass…I wanted to wear it to bed last night 🥹

But since my pussy was a little leaky (even after showering), I traced the plug over my lips…used my pussy juices as plug lube 🙇‍**♀️ I wasn’t sure…is this behavior strictly prohibited during no touch? Please advise on t**his 🤍

When I woke up today—day #204 of being denied penetration orgasms—my pussy was still so drippy. I think this might mean I’m ready to size up? So I decided to insert the medium-sized butt plug mid-morning. It’s been 3 hours and I’m still feeling really good 🥰

(If the mods allow, I’ll provide a post update later tonight on my condition with the larger plug.)

u/SubMuseInBloom — 13 days ago

I decided to treat myself to a…

…glass butt plug as an anniversary gift on my pussy’s 200th day of being denied penetration orgasms. I felt compelled to mark this milestone properly by trying something new…and I’ve never worn a butt plug before.

Admittedly, my lips were still swollen and very sensitive from pumping on day #199. But after the plug was in my ass for a few hours on day #200, I recorded this as an inspection update. For the first time in months, I felt a deep sensation of fullness 🥰 The added pressure from the plug left my pussy dripping with desperation, but purring from immense pleasure. It was a lovely, yet confusing, euphoria.

And even though I maintained no touch—I feel really, really naughty for getting this aroused. Should I be ashamed of my leaky pussy mess…or should I feel proud? 🥹 I don’t know…

As I enter day #201, please tell me I’m still a good girl 🙇‍♀️

u/SubMuseInBloom — 17 days ago

I wasn’t sure…

…if using a pussy pump is considered fair game while doing no touch and being denied?

But I removed the pump once she started to have too much fun with it. Here’s my leaky mess 🥹

Just a girl, navigating new limits while making her way through day #199 of being denied penetration orgasms 🙇‍♀️

u/SubMuseInBloom — 18 days ago
▲ 235 r/femaleruinedorgasm+1 crossposts

Someone recommend I try going…

…48hrs without touching my clit to redirect my arousal. I’ll be blunt, it was its own sort of mental torture at first. It felt like I’m already denied, “WDYM I’m supposed to ignore her now too!?”🥺

Still, I did it anyways. I turned my attention away and teased an unrelated limit with exhibitionism. Admittedly, I’ve never been super proud of my tits…not necessarily ashamed…but I’ve never cared to show them off. So for the last 2 days in the car, I let the girls hang out…breathe at every chance they could. I exposed them so much, I probably should have put on more sunscreen.

To be honest, it was liberating in ways I didn’t expect. Turns out I love driving around with my tits out. I felt my mind was finally released from this loop of “no this, no that.” It was a nice reminder that I deserve to have some fun, live a little…despite being denied. Along the way, it felt like my body could exhale again.

I even made sure to take a reasonable amount of time to pass semi-drivers to ensure they had a clear shot of me approaching in the side view….then kept my sunroof open so they could get a 2nd look as I passed.

Should I consider extending “no touch?”…probably. It’s a relief to know I’m capable of this, but I’d still prefer a wooden spoon slapping my clit until my knees buckle…over doing “no touch” ever again.

Just a girl, ranting about day 196 of being denied penetration orgasms 🙇‍♀️

(Edit, here’s the tits out link: https://www.redgifs.com/watch/ruralidenticalsandbarshark)

u/SubMuseInBloom — 22 days ago

When she’s achy and purring so loud first thing in the morning…

…I know it’s going to be a long day 🫠 If my pussy is still this desperate after work, she might be due for some punishment. Perhaps then she won’t crave to be filled 24/7 with cock.

Maybe she deserves to be slapped with a wooden spoon until my knees cave in…I don’t know.

Just a girl, journaling her way into day #193 of penetration orgasm denial 🙇‍♀️

u/SubMuseInBloom — 26 days ago

My boss said…

…you’re doing such a great job and I know you have a lot on your plate right now. Do you want to take our afternoon calls from home?

Maybe he could tell I was stressed…I don’t know. But my pussy was so achy all morning…dreaming of being penetrated, dying to be edged.

As soon as I got home, I put on panties knowing they’d only serve as a catch tray for my leaky pussy. That’s really the only reason I wear panties now…to edge and to prevent filling myself.

The work calls I took where my camera was off or I didn’t need to present material, I edged my needy clit (links below). Sometimes, that means being a little humpy bunny on top of my vibrator.

I hope my desperation pleases you 🙇‍♀️

Surviving day #192 of being denied penetration orgasms.

https://www.redgifs.com/watch/transparentnaiveling

https://www.redgifs.com/watch/stimulatingexaltedindianjackal

u/SubMuseInBloom — 26 days ago