u/Super-Toyoyo

I’ve never fucked a guy but I can’t shake the curiosity. I’m looking for someone who respects boundaries but can fuck hard and be a little rough.

I’m a stud. Full blown. Black girl gold star that loves fucking women. I was never interested in boys. Before I finally settled down with the love of my life, I became a total fuckboy. I fucked a lot of girls and embraced my version of masculinity. Topping women, taking care of them, everything I assumed men do in relationships.

My wife was my first girlfriend before the fuckboy phase but for a long time we were on and off because of her. She would leave me for men. She did that like 4 or 5 times. She wouldn’t sleep around but she would meet a guy, leave me and they’d become FWB. None of them were true relationships but they were exclusive and they all lasted for months.

That hurt turned into a cuck kink. I would stalk these guys on social media and started fantasizing about all the stuff they do in bed. It turned into me thinking more about them than her. Their hands. Their chests. Their asses. Their cocks. My girl likes it rough and she gets off on giving pleasure so I’m just imagining these guys fucking the shit out of her in a way I could never do. Throwing her around with strength I could never have.

Every time we got back together I would secretly go thru her texts with them. Some of these guys were still assholes yet she still gave her pussy to them without hesitation. I’d read him saying some mean shit and then following up with “come over so I can fuck the shit out of you” and she would go without question. For 2 of the guys, she was literally just a fucktoy and even tho she knew she deserved better she kept fucking them for months. The toxic masculinity was so fucking hot and I think it secretly was hot for her too.

I got lucky and ran into a dick pic and a video of one of the guys jerking off. I still fantasize about that guys dick. That was the last guy she fucked and she fell in love with sucking dick with him. She was actually fucking him while we were together. I even tried to convince her to fuck him in our bed while I go out. By then I had embraced my cuck kink and managed to get some play by plays while they were together.

While I have no interest in fucking the guys she did even though I fantasize about them, she’s made me curious.

What about dick makes her throw away her self-respect? Is getting fucked by a man that good that you’re willing to throw away someone who would give you the world for someone who doesn’t care about anything but your pussy? She clearly prefers sex with men and I don’t even want to have sex with her anymore because I can’t compare. I just want to watch her fuck men.

I’m so curious I want to try it. I get so turned on of the idea of a big, hairy man pounding my gold star pussy. I think about how much bigger men’s hands are and how strong they are and I want to feel what getting fingered by a man is like. I want to be manhandled into whatever position he wants and let him have his way. I want to scream like a bitch and call him daddy like my girl does. I want those big hands playing with my nipples while he pounds my pussy from behind. I want to know if I can cum from being fucked. My girl never fucks with condoms and she’s been cum in more times than she can count. I want to know what that feels like.

At the same time, I want to witness her getting fucked. I want to hear her scream, I’m not even close to the best sex she’s had and she’s so loud and enthusiastic. I would kill to hear her getting the sex she actually wants. I want to see what her face looks like when he first puts his dick in her. I want to hear her call him daddy. I want to see them kiss. I want to watch her suck dick.

I still claim lesbian but she’s converted me to wanting to fuck a man. The type of man I would want is even the type that she usually goes for, manly with a beard, capable of being rough but not pushing boundaries. . As a stud with a reputation, she’ll never know that I want to have a man the way she has.

Maybe one day I’ll get lucky and get both

Edit: I’m cool with DMs but I just want to clarify…I’m not sourcing men for my girl. She isn’t just looking for a one time fuck. She wants connection and casual friendship with the sex. I want her to pick her own FWB so the chemistry is real.

I’m much less picky 😈

I’ve been fantasizing about this for a while. I’m a stud who is in a very committed relationship with a bi woman. My girl prefers sex with men which I’ve come to accept. Part of me want to try it so I know why she feels that way.

I wouldn’t ever want her to find out and I’m not looking for a man to feminize me. Just treat me like one of your bros but you get to fuck me. Don’t try to femme me up, I’m just a buddy who wants you to show me what taking dick is like. I want to be dominated for sure.

I wouldn’t want anyone I know to be a part of it. I don’t want to go on dating apps because I want it to be anonymous as possible and don’t want anyone I know to find out.

How can a stud go about finding a guy who wants to show me what the hype is about?

If I had a type I would prefer a big burly dude who can throw me around and pound the fuck out of me

Some of you may have seen my post about wanting to be cucked by my bisexual gf. I still have no interest in a threesome with her but I kind of want my own secret fuck with a man.

I fully identify as a lesbian but I’m kind of craving a good secret dick down for myself. No romance, nothing fluffy. I just want someone to manhandle me and show me no matter how much I go to the gym and how masc I look, they can still dominate me easily.

I’ve been watching porn and I honestly just watch the guys. The idea of a big body that can pin me down and throw me around is so hot. I’ve never seen a dick in person and for whatever reason I’m craving a good dick down so bad right now.

I’m incredibly dominant with women but right now, I need a daddy who can put me in my place.

I feel like this is such a niche kink for me. I’m a lesbian who is with a bisexual woman. Fun fact, I didn’t know she was bi until she cheated with multiple men.

Her cheating actually awakened something inside me and I would love to see her fuck men. Not women, just men.

I finally told her a few months ago about this kink and she was totally good with it. We’ve just started by talking about her past sexual history and I’m getting off to picturing that but I’m hoping eventually we’ll meet a bull that can fit what we need.

Any other lesbians out there who want to be cucked by men?

I’ve posted before but got cold feet. I’ve been with my girl for over almost 20 years. In the first 10 years, she broke up with me multiple times. Every time was to see someone else. The first time was another woman. The other 5 times were for men.

In the moment, it was traumatizing for me. I thought this woman was the love of my life and she would just walk away like I meant nothing when something new came along. I would take her back and she’d reassure me things were different then she’d do it again a few years later.

She never made anything official with these men. They were just fuck buddies. That’s how I learned she preferred sex with men over women.

It took a while to understand my feelings. I was always so hurt but at the same time I would secretly get off to the idea of her fucking these men. By the time she was at the last one she was fucking, I was reconcilling those feelings and started asking for details of her escapades. I would frame it as curiosity but I screenshot those texts from her and masturbate to them for years.

I used to go thru her phone bc I knew she was fucking around and ran into one dudes dick pic and a video of him jerking off. I still think about how that beautiful dick claimed my girl and drove her wild.

A few months ago, I told her exactly what I’m into. I told her I find the idea of her fucking men the hottest thing ever.

It’s been 10 years since she’s fucked a guy but she was open to exploring the kink and fucking a guy but it has to be the right one. She’s very selective so we haven’t met a good match yet but in the meantime, she’s been describing those past fucks and I get off to it every night.

She loves to be fucked hard and whenever we fuck she’s loud and enthusiastic. I can only imagine what she looks like and sounds like when she’s getting dicked down.

I picture these dudes big bodies over her little petite body fucking her like a man and making her scream in ways I could never.

For now, I just have my imagination but I hope one day I’ll be able to see her in action.

Any other lesbians out there who are cucks but strictly wanting their girl to fuck men?