u/Sure_Stand_3640

I just wanted to get some support and tell everyone my experience so far. I’m in Florida and originally was hooked on 7OH then the ban came and I was able to get off using subs. Went through QUICK M/D and did a short quick taper. It still sucked but the subs truly helped then one day after being months clean of 7 I found 7 stax. I’ve been on/off 7 stax for probably 9 months now but a few months back I started buying pure MGM Tabs bc I just couldn’t afford the SS tabs anymore and was trying to save money. I have over 250 18MG MGM tabs from ritually pure bc when I heard about a potential ban I freaked out and spent about $380 on Tabs so I know I could taper comfortably. My wife has been a saint through all of this and I’m truly surprised she’s still here by my side. Just 3 weeks ago I was on 200MG A DAY but that was mixing 7 stax with the 18MG MGM TABS but last week I transitioned over to just the MGM tabs and last week alone my daily intake Monday - Sunday was only 31.5 MG a day. I take 9MG around 8am before work, wait roughly 6-10 hours dose another 9MG, then my last dose of the day I only wait 4-6 hours and was dosing 13.5 MG. Mondays are my taper down day and I’m dropping 4.5 MGS each week (every Monday). Today I only took 27 MGS and I’m just going to keep dropping each week 4.5 MGs until I’m completely off and finally done with this shit. It’s hasn’t been painless bc I kinda rapid tapered the first couple weeks but I just wanted to write this up and encourage ppl that this can be done. I’ve been an addict all my life, first started with alcohol, then came the oxys, (which I got off doing outpatient program) with methadone so I’ve always had addict mentalities but then came the 7OH/MGM. I’m finally feeling a little bit of confidence but mentally it has been very hard but I just keep telling myself this will all be worth it. I have helper meds like gabapentin/ a few benzos, SR, and left over subs from my 7OH days. I’m honestly not really sure WHY I’m writing this but just wanted ppl to know that tapering is possible you just have to have the will power. I’m not fully out of it YET, but I’m on the right track. Just wanted to say thanks to a lot of ppl on this subreddit and my wife for believing in me and sticking with me and by my side. I will try to update everybody with how I’m doing/feeling these next couple months coming down on my taper. Thanks for reading and have a great night!!