Be careful with stims… I almost had a heart attack last week.
I’ve been using Adderall on and off for about a year now, mostly when I have to study or work long hours. I usually take around 30-40mg, but last week I went way overboard. I had a big deadline and ended up taking close to 90mg throughout the day.
I was wired as fuck. I couldn’t sleep, my heart was racing, and I kept getting these random chest pains. I tried to ignore it and just kept working. Around 4am I was still awake so I decided to jerk off to help myself relax and maybe fall asleep after.
Big mistake.
I got really deep into some intense porn and ended up edging for almost two hours. By the time I finally came, my heart was pounding so hard it felt like it was going to explode out of my chest. I got super dizzy, my vision got blurry, and I had to sit on the floor for like 30 minutes because I thought I was going to pass out.
I’m only 24. I’ve never had any heart problems before, but that shit genuinely scared me. My resting heart rate was still over 130 even after I tried to calm down. I didn’t go to the hospital, but I probably should have.
I haven’t touched Adderall since that night. I’m still feeling off — random heart flutters, anxiety, and I get tired really easily now. I know a lot of people use stims to goon or study, but please be careful with high doses. That experience fucked me up.