on the outside, I have it all together: I’m attractive, athletic, have a good job as a lawyer, have a girlfriend, friends, etc. But something nags at the edges of my brain, some innate instinct to drop everything and submit, to answer to another man.
I’m looking for someone to break me down, to psychologically draw out and manipulate the part of me that just needs to submit, the part of me that feels my true purpose is to exist as holes to be used. My ideal situation involves intense discipline and torture to break me down, to make me worship and desire you, make me forget my own name, make me want to live on your cum. On the outside I may not answer to anyone, but you would hold the ultimate power over my life.
I’m FTM, post top surgery, pre bottom surgery, slim/athletic build, sends pics. FTM fetishization okay if you’re into that, otherwise just treat me like a man