u/ThreadSplit-SxN

Earlier today I read a confession about someone losing interest in their partner/boyfriend after having sex with someone in front of said boyfriend and I kinda am on the same boat.

My boyfriend and I have been together for quite a while, since HS. I met someone else and was cheating on my boyfriend consistently for a few years especially with this one guy whom I’ve shared plenty of experiences with on here. My boyfriend and I live together but after admitting to him that I’ve been cheating and my feelings were fading we decided to sleep in separate rooms. To me it felt like a break up at first but he was adamant that we could work things out, so without a clue on how that would work I went along with it. I’ve been seeing this specific guy for 4 years who’s 9 years older than I am. Recently I brought him over to my place while my boyfriend was home and we had amazing sex. It kinda made things awkward between my boyfriend and I but he ended up confessing that it was a turn on. The second time I brought this guy over my boyfriend was sitting in the living room while I was again fucking this guy..with the door pretty much open. My fwb, the guy I’ve been seeing has been taking me on dates, buying me things, clothes, nails, lingerie, etc, he’s hung like a horse imo 8” and curved so even in doggystyle or doggystyle/face down he bumps my cervix and reaches my fornix, it’s been a lot of fun with him over the years. He’s does casually talk shit about my boyfriend but has also been entertaining the whole “sex while my boyfriend knows or is around” which gets pretty hot It’s honestly started off fun but 2 days ago I asked him to sleep over so we could watch movies/shows while we smoke together, my boyfriend still at home just out of sight. Well while me and my fwb were on the couch my boyfriend came out of his room and came into the living room where me and fwb were.
To be completely honest my boyfriend and I had already talked about him being a cuck and talked about me doing things with this other guy and what not soo I didn’t think much of it but he decided to sit on the couch adjacent to where me and fwb kinda threw me off, buzz kill.
He started talking to my fwb which honestly was pretty awkward. My fwb was really short with responses and it just seemed too intense. I was cuddling up next to him, but I transitioned to laying down and started scrolling to tune out whatever the fuck was going on. My fwb started rubbing my feet in front of my bf and the only thing that made my ears perk was my fwb straight up telling my boyfriend something along the lines of he couldn’t handle me or whatever.
Anyways fast forward, my boyfriend had gotten up to go to the kitchen to munch on whatever, my fwb had pulled me up from the position I was in to them lay down with my head on his lap. He had moved my hand to his dick then reached over me/in my pants and began rubbing my pussy/fingering me while my boyfriend was at the table. Shortly after he had pulled his dick out under the blankets and signaled for me to give him head which I did hesitate but he pushed my head down so then I started giving him head.
While he was growing in my mouth, he covered my face/head with the blanket we were under. My boyfriend came back and said something like “you guys are really going to do that here” and my fwb responded like “we’re watching a movie” before telling him to fuck off. My boyfriend ended up leaving which just made me think about how pathetic that whole bit was. Idk how to explain it but I was hoping he either would just kept to himself or stood up for himself but he didn’t. I continued to give him head until he literally exploded, shooting a pretty long rope I swore hit the ceiling! The tail end of it fell to my face, hair, couch and floor. I left to clean myself as well as the couch and floor. When I came back I rode him until I came. After the movie ended I took him to my room where we had pretty slow and passionate sex and he spent the night. I seen my bf the next day but I just felt like disconnected. The last 2 times with my fwb, I sorta would feed my bf information but I just felt turned off to it.

My boyfriend and I finally admitted everything out loud, he’s a cuck, and we both get turned on by it. So when my fwb came over early this morning, I left my bedroom door wide open on purpose.
I sat him on the edge of my bed, pulled his sweats down, with his dick actively growing I put it in my mouth. He kept his hood up the whole time, head slightly tilted back, completely focused on me. He never once looked toward the doorway.
My boyfriend stood there watching silently. After a few moments I glanced up and made direct eye contact with him while this guys cock was still between my lips. That single look sent a massive rush through me. My pussy was so wet knowing my boyfriend was seen me like that.
My fwb didn’t say a word. He simply slid his hand to the back of my head and gently but firmly guided my mouth back down onto his dick, making me focus on him and I obeyed. I ended up placing or hand on his leg and used my other to rub my pussy, taking as much of him as I could without gagging and losing my rhythm. Within 1 minute or 2 he released and my mouth filled with his hot cum and swallowed every bit of it making noticeable gulping sounds. Once I finished I realized how silent my house was. My boyfriend was no longer watching but I was still so hot and turned on. I closed my door and we took a nap 2 hours as it rained