Coming to terms that maybe I’m HS
I realised very young that sex is on my mind much more than people around me. However the lack of self confidence has always kept me from acting on it lots of times. I still got myself into some awfully risky situations in my 20s and to this day I’m still surprised they never turned worse and had no major consequences. Except maybe one.
I have this insatiable need and it’s like nothing satisfies me. And it’s so much more than just sex, it’s that early thrill you get from connecting with someone that leads to crazy desire. It’s such a high and it’s addicting. And after speaking to my friends I realised it’s not actually common to feel this way. Part of me is thankful I’m lacking the confidence to go all out again but part of me is worried if I start again I won’t be able to stop.
How do others find a way to keep it in check? Or stay safe?