I F21 recently has been sleeping with a guy M29 and honestly the sex was pretty mid and I didn’t cum a lot (ok it’s for another story) but looks wise he is my type and I enjoy talking to him so I tolerate it.
Recently I also realized that he’s not as horny as me, basically I usually initiated stuffs with him including different rounds and so on. He also told me that his drive is not too high and he is very vanilla compared to me that likes to explore (kinks and so on). Perhaps the reason why I still want to have sex with him is because I like the cuddling and the make out sesh with him.
I just somewhat realized that there is a mismatch in the sexual drive or is my sexual drive not normal? I could go on until like I pass out literally and I don’t think he feels the same way. I mean he did initiate it but it’s more like meh it’s fine if there’s no sex thing and for me if I feel horny my brain is just short circuited yeah I’m not sure if I phrased it rightly.