u/TiedTom

I was hoping that i would have managed to get free of the forever locked curse after breaking earlier this week. Or, as a worst case, enjoy a little break for a week or so before jumping back into denial.

But here I am, little more than 4 days since, and I've already fallen back into the curse, ready to be frustrated and denied all over again like a good chastity slave. I am just a terrified (and aroused) by how deep the conditioning has entrenched itself. I just hope the other curses didn't get as entrenched as this one.

A bit of a long time since the last update, but here is a quick follow-up to my previous posts.

After 19 days in my mental chastity, I finally beat my previous denial record. However, this is also where I had my first slip in my conditioning.

I ended up having a hfo while in chastity cage without permission. Even though the build-up to it felt so good, the actual orgasm felt empty. Despite this, I tried to get back into condition. But a week later, I ended up breaking through all my curses, where I started touching myself and having an orgasm without any permission.

I am currently taking a break from the curses. I've started to notice that the longer I go uncursed, the more I want to go back under. Some of the conditioning feels like Its also am starting to kick back in from time to time. The main one is the ability to orgasm, where I found myself being stuck, unable to go over the edge for longer and longer.

It's been less than a week since breaking, but I am just thinking about going back down under more and more every day

Previous posts:

https://www.reddit.com/r/calscurse/s/tc8v9Ek7S3

https://www.reddit.com/r/calscurse/s/tx42hRjIiE