u/Tiny-Newspaper-7882

Hi there!

Im a woman from the western suburbs, and im looking for a guy who can (finally! Please?) Take my first time.

About me:

Im around 177cm (5'9) and am a chubby lady also. While it might not seem like it when I'm texting a person, I'm actually pretty shy in person and need a little bit to warm up to them. Im also a bit of a nerd for gaming, books, movies and so on.

What im looking for:

Someone who is around my age preferably, who can be either experienced or inexperienced, and is open minded, patient, and doesnt take things too seriously.

I would love to talk to you first, and get to know you before jumping into any decisions. And while I dont expect any first meet ups to be at anyone's house, it is preferable if you can host, or we can discuss locations once we get to that stage.

❤️

Daddy's recently decided that he wants to turn my bicuriousity into me being fully bi/pan. Which i absolutely love the idea of. I know ive journaled about it before too.

For today, he initially allowed me to touch my clit above my clothes, but after me begging, hes allowed me to directly touch my clit while strictly only watching lesbian porn. He gave me one hour to goon my brains out to it, until im mindless and craving only cute cunnies clits and tits.

Im halfway through the hour and oh godd my brain and my clitty are just going stupdi

For the third time in a row, im wearing my lush vibrator to bed, and gave daddy all the permissions to play with my wet pussy while I sleep tonight.

I hope he goes crazy with teasing me, after telling him about how (I think) i can now give myself hands free orgasms (though foreplay is very much needed at this stage).

But i also hope he really punishes me now for making this post instead of going to sleep like he told me to 🤭🤭

Sorry in advance for the long read!

Daddy suggested I make journal entries of any progress i do or dont make with his training of me to edge without touching my clitty.

Our first session a couple days ago, he had me doing kegels, and learning his on and off commands for them. Then, once I learned that, he added the up and down commands. Its to simulate me clenching around his cock while hes sliding in and out of me, but with kegels. He would give these commands while counting down and telling me to rub my clitty and edge before he counted down to zero. He edged me 7 times until he told me to stop and go to sleep. Even though I asked for more, but he said no.

Last night was our second session. He had me push a lovense lush inside my needy hole and he controlled the vibrations while he told me to rub and edge before he got to zero. If I didnt edge before zero, I went hands off for a few moments before he started counting again. So frustrating when I would get so close to that edge and he'd say hands off 😤

But then he added new commands. He told me to put my fingers above my clitty and pretend I was rubbing it, very veryy barely touching it. He called these fake rubs, and if he said for me to rub, I would do these. If he told me to touch, then I was permitted to directly rub my aching clit.

It took me some time to get out of my head when he told me to rub since I wasnt quite in the goonette space, but slowly I got to feel some edges from very barely touching my clitty, and then some very soft edges from not touching at all. He'd hold me on that edge then tell me touch and I whimpered and moaned from how good it felt.

I accidentally ruined 3 times while doing this. The first two times, he built me back up so id rub to his countdown and edge and edge snd hold the edge. It got so difficult to hold that edge sometimes, and that how I ruined the 3 times. After the 3rd ruin, he had me hands off and talked with me about how I went until we got off the call for the night

Because what do you mean your fast asleep while im over here, awake, incredibly horny and (very clearly) needing direction and discipline so that I stop myself from cumming or ruining (again).

Here i was, edging my clitty over and over, sending messages and voice clips, moaning with each hard edge that made me more and more soaked, and no one to tell me to stop, to take my hands off and go about my evening.

It makes me look soooo pathetic, and I love it

I ruined it though. A mild success, I suppose. Still no proper cummies for me 😊🫠 I shall try again next time!