I went to my friend’s birthday party, the other night, with my husband. We’ve hung out in bed and cuddled before, at a hotel (hubby, myself, girlfriend, and her man), though nothing else happened. Back then, I was not into cuckqueaning at all, nor knew what it was, and would never have wanted to do such things… we were just being cozy and having an intimate friendly moment…
But that night, after the party, I dreamt about her…
Laying her in my lap… spreading her legs for my husband’s cock. I wish the dream would have continued with me guiding him inside of her, but I woke up! Ugh!
I cannot stop thinking about it! I haven’t told him, and surely can’t/ won’t be telling her (she has a man, different from the one when we shared the hotel). I’m so bothered.
We’ve had moments before where friendship lines with a girlfriend of mine got blurry and it wreaked absolute havoc on my relationship, at the time. But in the time since, we’ve worked really hard on our relationship and are stronger than ever. I even wonder if that situation is what grew into my cuckquean desires; probably. I think I’m nervous to tell him because if he responds to the dream, going along with it, I’m not sure how it’d make me feel, because she’s my friend, rather than a stranger. I know it wouldn’t wreck me- but I’m nervous for the jealousy feelings. Should I tell him? Is this a close way to explore cuckqueaning in a way that would give me a better idea if I’d really like to do this? Should I keep it a secret?? He knows I’m into cuckqueaning, fyi.
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