Keep Relapsing
I recently went a solid week without any em gee em and a few days without any kratom. I was doing pretty well until I had a rough Thursday at my job and started hurting pretty bad because of a couple herniated discs in my back. I’ve also been dealing with a lot of anxiety even while I was using. I don’t think I’m going to start withdrawing from the little bit that I’ve used. But when I quit I kept asking myself why. The answer is because I don’t want to be addicted and controlled by anything. But I find that I’m so much more functional, better at my job, and just seemingly happier while I’m using just a little here and there. Has anyone else struggled with this? Is there anything else I can take for pain and/or anxiety that isn’t so addictive? I don’t want to be on this stuff but I’m struggling without it