So I was talking to a sir on reddit and well I begged him to play with me and after we were done he ordered me to post and show what a good horny pain slut I am. And I really am, it felt so so good, the small jolts pain everytime I moved to hump the table like a seperate whore was just delicious. The sting of taking them off, being able to feel nothing but that for a few seconds. I loved it.
Soo... Basically I had unrestricted access to the internet at a pretty early age, which led to some not so age appropriate websites. So at 15, I met this guy online who was 23, we started talking on a teen chat website and at this point I had discovered bdsm and was super curious and wanted to try it. He basically used this information to try to groom me, he helped me discover my kinks, trained me,and made me into a virtual sex slave who used to what he wanted, whether I like it or not. He made me realise pleasing men is what I'm good for.
A few years later, at 19, I was sexually assaulted, and honestly, I think I enjoyed it. It was in a coupe on a mostly empty overnight train, he used me hours. I had tried to fight back but then he put a knife to my throat saying that if I screamed, he would kill me before anyone could hear.
So anyways , my experiences have brought me here, and now I'm just a traumatised whore who loves to consume filth across multiple subreddits and play with my self while remembering the stuff that was done to me.