r/traumatizedwhores

Best part about living out in the country hehe >.<

Most days, I hate my rapist. The thought of his smug face makes me furious. When he convinces me to meet him again, I imagine agreeing only to lure him into a trap. If only I could restrain him somehow. I have no idea how, but I've thought about it plenty of times: inflicting as much pain on him as he inflicted on me, out of nowhere and without batting an eye. I want to see him rage while I say, in exactly the voice he used when I was crying, "I can see you like it, whore." Then spit on him and walk out of the building. Maybe then I'd finally feel better.

But I know that eventually he'll be free to move again, and then it'll be impossible for me to run fast enough. His physical advantage is so obvious and overwhelming that I'm terrified by the thought of how easily he could take revenge. He once told me that if I ever attacked him, fine, but I should be aware, little bitch, that he'd hit me back three times harder. "You don't even know, slut, how easily I could break your neck. Do what you want, but I wouldn't advise you to play any games."

And then, when I imagine him grabbing me as I run and throwing me to my knees, I know that even before he rips my clothes off, he'll feel how aroused I am. The more I fear what he's about to do, the harder I try to break loose, but my body has already answered for me. So in that moment, I don't hate my rapist. I need him. I desperately want to please him. I thank God that he's touching me in this sick way again. And I'm pissed off because the smug look will never leave his fucking face.

i love when strangers goon to my pathetic body! i was gonna delete my account but i loooooooove attention from horrible men!! i love feeling dumb and being taken advantage off hahdhqhshakajs

i just want to be told i did good and that my holes are good for something :(

Im into snuff so nothing is to much

worse for me the hotter lol

I was raped a couple years ago

SE MI

Needy little fucking slut :(

I should be doing my homework for school instead but I cant focus