u/ToughSeaworthiness24

Question for all genitals. I have a penis and the thought of eating my cum makes me really horny sometimes, but I never do it. And while my limited reddit research told me that most people struggle to actually taste it, I do think in my case its related to my autism.

And that lead me here. I've obviously seen a lot of porn, and noticed differences in vaginal juices too, which I could imagine to be an issue for autistic people, kinda similar to the semen thing.

So I'm curious whether you guys have any experience regarding this topic.

Wasn't sure how else I can describe this, but I feel like things that would normally be stressing to many autistic people (in this case definitely me) turn me on a lot and became a kink.

First example being bodily fluids: I have sensory issues with my own and can't deal very well with certain textures, including cum. Yet nothing turns me on more than people that taste their pussy juices (lmk if you have a recommendation lol), or sometimes even dicks who e.g. cum in their own mouths. Same with Pee stuff kinda. All things that would trigger my autism sensitivity if done IRL, but turn me on a lot.

Only thing I tried in that regard is that I ate my own cum, but unsurprisingly it wasn't really good, neither the taste nor the texture, but the thought of it turns me on every time.

Nudes go into the same category, I was always pretty shy and private with all picture stuff (even non-nude), but I was dared to post a D pic on reddit (don't click my profile if you don't wanna get flashed lol) and came so hard after that, that I had to take a nap haha (sorry if t.m.i. xd). Almost wish this sub had a nudes page, would be funny to give each other challenges or something, like 1 orgasm for every like you get etc.

Feel free to let me know if you can relate.

So I've been masturbating for many years, and it's always been a lot. I'd say an average of 5 times a day at least. Always with porn or erotica. And recently the question came up whether that might be an addiction, and I'm not sure.

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Autistic people like us experience more stress than neurotypicals, and especially over the past weeks my smartwatch continuesly warns me about my stress levels, which matches my fapping rhythm of around 10 times per day.

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I do of course know the definitions of addiction, but I guess that doesn't consider neurodiverse brain stuff which can often mess with psychological diagnostic efforts.

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So I'm curious what you think, and maybe about your experiences.