Gave in to cheating on my boyfriend of 2 years

I actually went through with something I swore would stay a fantasy. I'm married, but I ended up letting another guy go down on me behind my husband's back.

I thought the guilt would make me stop, but once it was happening I got way more into it than I expected and actually climaxed. That's probably the part I feel most conflicted about. I knew exactly whose face was between my legs, knew it wasn't my husband, and still let myself completely give in.

Now I'm stuck between feeling guilty and admitting that the whole forbidden aspect turned me on way more than I want to admit. Honestly, I feel like a slut for receiving oral, like i'm addicted to getting head.

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u/TropicalGirl679 — 1 day ago

2 years of long distance broke me

I’ve been in a long-distance relationship for two years, and honestly, the physical frustration just wore me down. By the time I took a trip out to Guam and booked a cheap room at the Guam Business Motel, I was so touch-starved Icould barely think straight.

I didn't plan on cheating. I told myself I was just going to clear my head, but once I was locked in that room, the temptation won. I ended up connecting with a

guy online and told him to come over.

When he got to the room, we kinda talked for a bit and I told him I have a boyfriend but I wanted him to eat me out, so things escalated, my pants were off, then my panties, then i ended up sitting on the edge of the bed and i opened my legs wide

The second his mouth hit my clit, I completely lost it. He had this heavy, fast way of sucking that felt intense but really good after going so long without anything. I felt guilty when I started to get really horny but at this point there was no turning back so i widened my legs a bit which just encouraged him to eat much faster

I didn't care about my man, I didn't care about the consequences, or the guilt because the pleasure was just overwhelming and I really needed to cum. Yes, I did cum in his mouth essentially giving the guy what belonged to my boyfriend. I fucked up but im gonna be brutally honest, it felt really good to cum in someone's else's mouth, the thrill just sent me over the edge.

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u/TropicalGirl679 — 2 days ago

Friend just admitted it and I don't know how to feel about it.

Yesterday, a friend of mine, he’s a guy, basically admitted that he’s been secretly wanting to eat me out for a while now. The thing is, I already have a boyfriend, so hearing that from him completely caught me off guard. I honestly didn’t know how to react when he told me. Part of me was shocked because I never really expected him to think about me that way, especially since he knows I’m in a relationship. At the same time, though, I can’t deny that it was a little flattering knowing that he’s apparently been attracted to me and thinking about doing that for quite some time. I haven’t done anything with him, but the confession itself has definitely left me with some mixed feelings. I’m surprised, a little flattered, and honestly still trying to figure out exactly how I feel about the whole situation.

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u/TropicalGirl679 — 5 days ago