Gave in to cheating on my boyfriend of 2 years
I actually went through with something I swore would stay a fantasy. I'm married, but I ended up letting another guy go down on me behind my husband's back.
I thought the guilt would make me stop, but once it was happening I got way more into it than I expected and actually climaxed. That's probably the part I feel most conflicted about. I knew exactly whose face was between my legs, knew it wasn't my husband, and still let myself completely give in.
Now I'm stuck between feeling guilty and admitting that the whole forbidden aspect turned me on way more than I want to admit. Honestly, I feel like a slut for receiving oral, like i'm addicted to getting head.