u/True_Benefit6719

So we've been together since after high school. I started having sex young and I was his first. I questioned this a lot before we got married and often felt like I was being unfair to him. But then I also got worried then if he did he'd find someone else so I just accepted it. However, every once in a while he says something about it and I feel bad. I have only done anal with him, but as we get older I kind of feel guilty still? Anyone else feel this way if you were your spouses first?