Recently Discovered I Like To Be On Cam
I hope this is an okay sub Reddit to make this confession.
I like to edge and have recently incorporated taking pictures and videos of my self. I have also incorporated being on camera with others to stroke. I am a fit / athletic 53 year old bi male. Since my early 20’s, there has been a side of me that likes to feel a bit slutty when I am with a guy, or fantasizing about being with men. I enjoy edging and gooning to porn that shows slutty men sucking and getting fucked in a variety of ways. A couple years ago I wondered what it would be like to trade pictures of me in panties with someone. I quickly found that the act of taking the selfies, tinking about what to show and how to get a good camera angle was a huge turn on. Then sharing the pictures was also really exciting; the thought of someone seeing me in panties made me rock hard. I moved from pictures to videos within a couple months.
Some of the best edging and gooning I have experienced has been watching bisexual orgies while videoing myself engaged in solo play. I like to show off in panties and then incorporate a dildo until I blow. The slutty side of me has wondered what it would be like to have someone watch live. And, thanks to social media and dating / hook up platforms, that is fairly easy to arrange. I met a guy online who was about my age and interested in setting up a cam session. I had a lot of nervous energy as the time for our meeting approached. I had been stroking lightly on and off all day fantasizing about what it would be like to be on cam.
I put on a red g string and had a toy ready too. The toy was a realistic, maybe a little girthy but definitely nothing extreme, cock. When we got on camera, we shared a few pleasantries and what we hoped to do / see. Just talking about it live was intense for me. He told me he liked the g string and that he wanted me to pretend the toy was his cock. I started stroking the dildo as if I was giving a hand job while I used my other hand to touch my legs, body, and dick (over the panties). After stroking the dildo and rubbing it against my own cock, I started to lick it and take t in my mouth. If I was going to preentd the dildo was my cam partner’s cock, I was going to suck it! The thought of what I was doing was hot, the feel of the dildo was hot, and the interaction I was getting from a live cam experience was hotter than I expected. I loved hearing what I was doing well and what my partner wanted to see. I positioned my self so he could see my ass while I gave the mock blow job. I licked the dick up and down paying a lot of attention to the head with my tongue. I sucked on the head and took the hole thing deep in my mouth and throat. As I did, I slipped out of the panties. I was feeling so slutty and was loving it. When my partner told me to, I got on my back, spread my legs and started working the dildo inside me. The way he told me he was going to fuck me made me so excited! I was stroking a little while working the dildo, but I did not want to cum too fast, so I was careful about not stroking too much.
To my surprise, I did not need to be stroking. Without having a hand on my cock, one of the times I pulled the dildo out and jammed it back in, I unexpectedly shot a rope of cum that hit my chest and shoulder. If I had been looking down at my dick instead of having my head back enjoying the pleasure, I think I would have facialed myself! Noticing this, I quickly grabbed my dick and started stroking. Multiple loads shot out all over my body, it was incredible!!. The sight of me cumming made my partner lose control too!
I confess . . . I can’t believe I let someone watch me in panties and play with a dildo! It was amazing and connected to several fantasies. I hope to do it again!