u/Turbulent-Term-6207

I still haven't made progress with my mom but sometimes i think my attraction gets worse. Lately I've been having urges to just kiss her or grab her ass and fuck her. I desperately want to do this but idk how. I highly doubt she has any sexual attraction twords me at all and i know i should just leave this alone but i need to do something to cope or find a way to do at least the bare minimum.

For a while now I've been wanting to fuck my mom. She's 52 and idk what about her makes me so horny. I often fantasize about pulling her pants and panties down before pounding her pussy. I know i can't actually do it so idk how to cope with it. I desperately need to do something because it's been driving me nuts.