Doing more anal with wife
My wife and I have been together for over 10 years. She told me early on that she tried anal once and hated it. I had never tried anal before so I didn’t know what I was missing out on and was okay with that. Over the last few years she’s asked me to put a thumb in her ass quite a few times while we’re fucking and we even bought a butt plug for her.
Eventually one time she asked me if I wanted to do anal and I told her I was curious because I never had. A few weeks later and while we were in the middle of a very hot session she just said “I want you to put lots of lube on your cock and fuck me in the ass” which I of course obliged and holy shit I didn’t know what I was missing. I went very slow and had her do most of the work and I blew the fattest load ever in her ass. Afterwards she said we’d only do it once in a blue moon.
In the last year or so we’ve done it another 5x times but only once while both sober. Wherever we’re both drunk she always asks and even begs for anal and I of course am always down.
My question in terms of advice is do we think my wife is embarrassed that she’s actually liking it now but when she’s drunk she’s more confident? I want to do more anal but I’m afraid to ask her if we’re both sober. For reference each of these last 5x she’s been the one to ask or tell me to fuck her ass.