I’m not looking to yap too much about myself on this post, but this is my opinion on the psychospiritual nature of feederism & it’s biological origins:
Caveman romance was deeply psychospiritual & involved a lot of food; ask the big-bellied Earth Goddess statues. In the cold of the Ice Age, fat was life; it protected you, and was a symbol of abundance. The Ice Age was the perfect backdrop opportunity for deep-rooted feederism relationships to emerge out of natural biological values. If humans could talk to whales & seals, as coldwater mammals, they would deeply understand the human instincts of feederism. Fatness is abundance, fertility, comfort. Fatness protects life. Fatness WAS life. Everything in everyday life revolved around the acquisition of food & the storage of it; especially as fat reserves. The fattest wives produced the strongest babies & the most nutritious milk, this led them to leading the healthiest families, and over time this became more culturally important.
In the warmer paradisiacal ages coming out of the Ice Age, the first settlements of agriculture were not built because of scarcity; they were matriarchal temples of fertility & abundance where the Earth Goddess was praised & worshipped through willing volunteers who would become human altars, embodying fertility & abundance in their bodies as human avatars for the divine to inhabit & receive praise. spiritual life has always been ruled by impulse; and feederism is deeply mammalian; in these early settlements, feederism became a form of spiritual praise & worship, with the sexuality of fatness carefully upheld & equally viewed as sacred.
there was no money, and most of all; no scarcity of food; hunters would come home with great hauls of meat & fur from megafauna, & the younger men & women would practice local gathering & investigative agriculture (not all women decided to volunteer as “avatars”, but the role was esteemed & possibly even competed-over; these women pursued the science of breeding more nutritious plants while others were away hunting. many of them weren’t too fat, and were still capable of climbing ladders to sit in tower huts overlooking their fields. the fattest among them, however, engorged themselves daily, some to the point of immobility, and it was these women who would be held in the highest regard; imbibing in their own hallucinogens & entering into tantric vision trances when their bodies were the most saturated with calories. (this might sound familiar to some of you.)
most of the women acting as “avatars” were lorekeepers of the tribe’s knowledge & important leaders, not only storing fat, but storing the wisdom of crafting, science, & the spirit world, so the tradeoff was food for thought, quite literally.
the fattest wives were often also the wisest, knowing all of the best techniques in how to shamanistically guide their husbands to the greatest bounties. this in-turn, ensured that they remained nice & fat, with fatness correlating to success in paleolithic society.
their fatness created physical submissiveness in the home, but societal dominance outside of it; fatness adorned with decor & clothing was a symbol for how wise a woman was in helping her husband (or wife/etc., if LGBTQ+) acquire the food to feed her & keep her plump & bejeweled.
and of course, with that many calories freely flowing into your body, your biology kicks in, and suddenly, deeper mammal genetics take over your human ‘software’; the human stuff only evolved recently, and this urge to stuff yourself with food like some kind of unruly beast is deeply mammalian. this is why blissed-out personality changes are common in ‘hucow’ relationships; you suddenly feel the urge to get “dumb, fat, & happy” despite potentially being the most intelligent member of the tribe.
your brain literally rewires itself to become a fat milk-producing mammal & the actions that lead to you getting fatter or getting f*cked are what automatically increase your dopamine response pathways; these are physical neurons that grow, and it becomes a powerful feedback loop running on deep evolutionary instincts.
eating & sleeping (& mating) give you more pleasure, hormones shift to encourage weight-gain, the places fat accumulates begin to become more defined, & it becomes impossible to keep your body & breasts small. this is a complete transformation of your biology on the same level as pregnancy or a period; but feederism triggers older genetic responses. with your body soaked in so many calories, pretty soon the milk just starts dripping out of your breasts while you sit & eat more & more; this is because your body recognizes that you are now a fat, milk-producing mammal for the benefit of your lover & the tribe.
in paleolithic times, we didn’t originally start by collecting milk from cows— we started with our wives, overflowing with abundance & fertility & love; producing so much milk from our abundance rituals that we began to need to collect & drink the milk ourselves, sharing & distributing it to the community. this allowed for more milk available for infants, which also meant that adults could freely “grow the village”, bc with hips that wide, childbirthing complications were less complicated, & lovemaking was as common as eating. our species has been psychologically conditioned by these conditions, and it’s likely the reason why we all share this deep intense biological desire to show love through feeding & pampering; because science shows; more intense love makes for creamier milk from a fat & happy wife. (everyone loves that.)
it wasn’t until much later, during new cultural contacts from the steppes, that the idea of drinking the milk of other species stepped into the heads of ancient humans. before this, there is some evidence to indicate that it was normal in many human societies to seek out the milk of your own species within a mating bond, and these abundance rituals that read like feederism were incredibly common across the cultures that produced ‘neolithic fertility goddess statues’; the cross-species milk drinking began with the patriarchal yamnaya culture that invaded & ‘conquered’ the matriarchal corded-ware societies of Europe; this is when we saw a decline in feederism, abundance rituals, & Mother Goddess worship; times became hard, scarcity emerged, starvation happened, people transitioned to drinking cow milk bc cows could eat grass & turn it into milk, and the Sky Father became the focus of these societies. Patriarchal history as you know it, proceeds from here.
But history is cyclical, and like i said, this was originally a weekly chat request post— i’m a solarpunk revolutionary proudly proclaiming a new vision of the future
feederism is the natural spiritual behavior that emerges from a post-scarcity society that venerates the Earth Goddess
times are changin, dna is rearrangin, instincts are strange; let’s make our paleo ancestors proud & live out this ancient tantric life together
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it is my opinion that in order for this to be successful, the ritual should tip the cosmic scales for actually benefitting the person & making their life better
this is more than a kink or a deviancy; this is a biologically encoded lifestyle; a deep & spiritual tantric offering to the ancestors that live in your body— even now, you can feel them in your dna
your hunger is a prayer
your cells came together across generations to build a temple, and just like a temple, they built an altar; but they pray to you, because you are their deity— you answer their prayers, you keep them watered & fed & safe. your hunger is their prayer to be fed. your thirst is their prayers for rain. and one day, when spirits depart from their bodies, the cells remain, calling out for their deities. the impulse for eternal life in a physical body is the ongoing maintenance of the temple by the cells. fat cells actually store electrical action potentials & since they predate the evolution of the nervous system as a communication medium in early life, fat tissue & fascia has been shown to store the “vibe” of what the person was feeling when the cell network grew those connections & physically hardcoded them. this is why research indicates that it’s very important that you are comfortable & filled with joy while you eat. your growing fat cells hardcode your feelings into your fat— you are literally eating your feelings, so make them good ones. this plays an important role in the psychospiritual recall of shamanistic feedees. (this also means that if you are doing a certain particular action while you eat… you are hardcoding that feeling into your growing fat & will be reminded of it every time you touch the tissues that grew while you were “storing” this feeling.)
knowing all of this, can you feel how you are the karmic embodiment of nature, your own body’s cells calling you in, their beloved goddess of abundance & fertility, blessing them with health, wonder, splendor, & joy, every time you saturate your cells in calories? speak to your cells, tell them “good job”. treat them well. your cells worship you. saturate your body with love.
so who are “you”? you are the consciousness of the universe, in a human vessel; quite literally a deity called into a temple; and since your body is a temple, what kind of avatar of the divine are you?
you’re perfect.
you already know.
you were made for this.
this ritual is your destiny.
every time you feast, you can feel that embodiment of fertility & abundance, the spirit of the Earth Mother, a belly engorged to stonelike immobility with food, glowing with the divine potential for life & magic, & a womb inviting the celestial waters.
so with all that said, i know you can feel that primal mammalian urge in you to feed & fatten. it’s divine. it’s in your dna telling you it’s what your body was always meant to do.
eat, eat, & then eat some more.
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