u/Urgetosubmit

Like the title states I’m a 37 year old married man, always thought of myself as straight. Recently though I have started having some rather vivid fantasies. They always seem to end with me being used as a toy for big meaty cocks. I can’t seem to shake them.

Looking for a well spoken, articulate dom to lead me deeper into these curiosities. Something more involved than just asking for pictures, maybe some role play. Stuck at work for the next few hours so I’ll just be here trying to hide the fact that my brain can’t let this go.

We’ve been friends a few months now. We met at the gym, casual conversation turning into a steady rhythm—texts, lifts, jokes, shared routines. On the surface, I’m an unassuming, married, straight guy. That’s the role I play well. But you sense there’s something else under it: a quiet hunger to give up control, to be guided, tested, drawn out. Something that wants to be seen and used rather than protected.

Our friendship looks normal enough. Football season gives us an excuse to spend weekends together—rotating couches, beer bottles, background noise of the games. Sometimes I drink a little too much, loosen up more than I mean to. You start wondering what’s under the layers. Do you nudge first, subtle and slow, letting tension build? Or do you push harder, just to see how deep the reaction goes, how much surprise I can hold?

My kinks are a rough dynamic and consensual loss of control.

Limits: no scat, pain, feet, or armpits.

The rest is about curiosity, power, and seeing what you can pull out of me.

We’ve been friends a few months now. We met at the gym, casual conversation turning into a steady rhythm—texts, lifts, jokes, shared routines. On the surface, I’m an unassuming, married, straight guy. That’s the role I play well. But you sense there’s something else under it: a quiet hunger to give up control, to be guided, tested, drawn out. Something that wants to be seen and used rather than protected.

Our friendship looks normal enough. Football season gives us an excuse to spend weekends together—rotating couches, beer bottles, background noise of the games. Sometimes I drink a little too much, loosen up more than I mean to. You start wondering what’s under the layers. Do you nudge first, subtle and slow, letting tension build? Or do you push harder, just to see how deep the reaction goes, how much surprise I can hold?

My kinks are a rough dynamic and consensual loss of control.

Limits: no scat, pain, feet, or armpits.

The rest is about curiosity, power, and seeing what you can pull out of me.

Like the title states I’m a 37 year old married man, always thought of myself as straight. Recently though I have started having some rather vivid fantasies. They always seem to end with me being used as a toy for big meaty cocks. I can’t seem to shake them.

Looking for a well spoken, articulate dom to lead me deeper into these curiosities. Something more involved than just asking for pictures, maybe some role play. Stuck at work for the next few hours so I’ll just be here trying to hide the fact that my brain can’t let this go.

We’ve been friends a few months now. We met at the gym, casual conversation turning into a steady rhythm—texts, lifts, jokes, shared routines. On the surface, I’m an unassuming, married, straight guy. That’s the role I play well. But you sense there’s something else under it: a quiet hunger to give up control, to be guided, tested, drawn out. Something that wants to be seen and used rather than protected.

Our friendship looks normal enough. Football season gives us an excuse to spend weekends together—rotating couches, beer bottles, background noise of the games. Sometimes I drink a little too much, loosen up more than I mean to. You start wondering what’s under the layers. Do you nudge first, subtle and slow, letting tension build? Or do you push harder, just to see how deep the reaction goes, how much surprise I can hold?

My kinks are a rough dynamic and consensual loss of control.

Limits: no scat, pain, feet, or armpits.

The rest is about curiosity, power, and seeing what you can pull out of me.

Like the title states I’m a 37 year old married man, always thought of myself as straight. Recently though I have started having some rather vivid fantasies. They always seem to end with me being used as a toy for big meaty cocks. I can’t seem to shake them.

Looking for a well spoken, articulate dom to lead me deeper into these curiosities. Something more involved than just asking for pictures, maybe some role play. Stuck at work for the next few hours so I’ll just be here trying to hide the fact that my brain can’t let this go.