I’ll be setting a cup down and just keep my hand around it for a second like I’m not ready to let go yet. Not even thinking about anything, just letting everything from the day slow down before I move again. Then I’ll throw on Jenevieve or Khamari, and sometimes I’ll mix in a little Erykah Badu… that’s when everything actually starts to feel calm.
I’m not really into forcing things or making something happen just because. I like when it builds naturally and you can feel where it’s going without needing to explain it. But I’m not just sitting back either… I like being able to shift things a little, just quietly. I notice small details, and I like when someone can just relax instead of trying too hard.
And I’m gonna be real with you… I like that kind of quiet energy where nothing needs to be said. Like I can just pull you in a little, keep things exactly how I want them, and you just go with it. Being behind you, setting the pace without making it obvious. It’s calm, but it carries something.
Random but I’ve been into ice cream like guavapassionfruitvanillacreamswirl darkchocolateespressohazelnutfudge strawberrycoconutmapledrizzle toastedpecancaramelpralinecrunch. And animmmee I’ve been watching Cowboy Bebop, Paranoia Agent, and Ping Pong the Animation. When my head gets too full I’ll sketch a little, nothing serious. Food wise I keep going back to peruvian chicken rice platter, shrimp lo mein, and a good grilled ribeye steak.
And yeah… you already know, after getting cheattedd it’s like I notice everything now. Little shifts, small details… I don’t ignore them anymore. I don’t open up the same way either… but when something’s real, you feel it without me having to say anything.
i love wearing my strap on for men they love taking it deep.