u/Various_Musician9518

I am a pastor (m29)who loves to jerk off. my wife has a much lower sex drive than me but doesn’t know I’m constantly watching porn and jerking off whenever we’re not in the same room. I’ve fantasized about fucking a couple members of the church and my sister in law (f22) (who’s panties I’ll sniff and jerk off into whenever I’m at the in-laws house alone. what I really dream about is a domme mommy using me as her play toy while mocking me for being a pastor. I will regularly watch porn next to my wife as she is sleeping and fantasize with strangers here on Reddit which has helped curb some of the cravings, but I still desire to explore these fantasies despite the taboo of me being a pastor.

I regularly like to get off next to my sleeping wife. I will watch porn next to her as she sleeps (like right now) and finish as she snores away none the wiser. If I’m feeling extra courageous, I will watch it without headphones. I also will get off talking to strangers on here as well which is even more fun when I have a hand on her back! She has a much much lower sex drive than I do so I see it as a way as pleasing myself at her expense. She is also super vanilla so I get to enjoy myself as well. What’s even crazier is I’m a pastor, but that’s another story for another post!