Recent first gay experience in my 40s
Last year my wife and I separated after a long marriage. I've only ever been in straight relationships, and haven't ever had any other sexual experiences with another guy.
Anyway, for a while now I've been hearing about an all-genders night at the gay sauna in my city. Last week I decided to go for the first time, with no expectations or thoughts about what may or may not happen - honestly I was just psyched to be in a sexually charged space, I've always had a super-high sex drive.
I was just relaxing in the very dark steam room, when eventually another guy approached and sat next to me. He pressed his leg against mine, and I could vaguely make out that he was rubbing his cock. Figuring "why the fuck not?", I reached out and began to stroke it. He was much bigger than me, and I got immediately horny as fuck. Within minutes I was sucking my first cock - and I fucking LOVED it. He didn't cum as he said he was waiting until later, but when he left the steam room I felt like my entire brain had been rewired.
I went again to the all-genders night again last night, with entirely different expectations. Across the space of a few hours, I'd sucked numerous cocks, swallowed my first ever load of cum (surprisingly fun, but with a kind of weird, almost metallic aftertaste/feeling in my throat?) and lay on my back in the steamroom playing with and sucking cocks, and just letting three dudes cum all over me. One guy also kissed the hell out of me, which I wasn't actually expecting to enjoy - but fuck he was a good kisser.
To my surprise, I did a lot of dirty talking too - which I've never really done before. I whispered some pretty filthy things to guys while jerking them off which seemed to get a good reception. I also realised that I'm likely way sluttier than I realised. I've always had a bit of an exhibitionist streak (that has gone largely unrealised), but there was something SO horny about sitting in the steamroom with my legs spread, just rubbing my cock, waiting for someone to come and give me a cock to suck.
So basically, I've gone from straight to wildly bisexual (I still loooove pussy, good god how I love eating pussy) at record speed. I think the next time I go I won't even bother with the all-gender night, I'll just turn up hoping to be covered in as much cum as possible.