Cyclist saw me masturbate (M18)
I´m 18 and in College. One day I was really pent up because I haven´t masturbated in a Week (I usually masturbate when I´m alone at home. My Parents were home everyday because they took the weekoff. So since they are gone during the day and back home when I arrive home yeah yall see the problem.) I´m also not the type of guy to masturbate in school restrooms or stuff like that. So on Monday i finally had the house for myself. I arrived home and went straight to work. My Room has windows right beside the street and my bed and on the other side of the street, there is like a small resting place but people rarely rest there. So I have curtains but stupid me was too horny to think about anything else than masturbating, so the curtains were only half closed. I get really in to it, edging, so I can enjoy it for longer yk. But then the shock moment, a cyclist saw me and I saw him, but he saw me full on naked dick in my hand stroking it. Then he rode to the resting place and got off facing my window but checking his bike. I was near orgasm so i just kept going without thinking of closing the curtains, idk me getting caught turned me on a bit more in that moment. I sometimes checked, and I caught him take a glance at me.(maybe idk it could be i was paranoid and in full rush of hormones or sum) Then i finished and stood up to clean myself off in my room. First then he drove away and i just needed a moment to process what just happened. I dont exactly know how i should feel because i feel weird and disgusted with myself but I know during masturbating I got turned on. I just couldve closed the curtains. Am I weird? The thought of him seeing me masturbate and cum changed drastically from turning me on in that moment to later then feeling shocked and disgusted. What should I do??What was that?? (I´m sorry for the grammar)