[TW: Manipulation, Gaslighting] You're just dancing in a masquerade
There's a trend in my recent conversions. Initially when talking to a feminist, in the first few messages, there's usually a lot of bold claims and hostility. There's obvious lies such as feeling nothing when reading another Proof of Conversion - Post. As the conversation deepens, I can feel you giving in, when we build a connection, when there is intimacy and understanding. Yet you continue with this facade, it's like you're wearing a mask of lies. Think of it like being at a masquerade. You're just lying to all the people around you, expecting them to lie back to you. I mean, who is their honest and true self openly in 2026? You'd have to be crazy to do that. And there's another lie you tell, but to yourself. And that's that you can never take this mask of, never show off how you truly feel, who you truly are. You could never be this vulnerable in front of anyone, let alone a man. And so you keep dancing in ignorance, wearing your mask of lies, wishing someone would tear it off you, see you naked and vulnerable for who you really are. And approve.